I Shall Be Stronger Than I Was When Im Back.
(Beware.. I'll Trash All Of u!)


Well.. this is e start of my 2nd week.. It seems soo Fast yet so SLOwWwwww.... okay.. i shall take this entry to thank everyone...


BIG THANKS..
(Day 1)
Mummy thanks for acc me for surgery.. i noe u dint have much slp that dae.. i know.. thanks..
Daijin.. Thanks for the doggy.. i still think i look 3X much cuter than it! haha.. Thanks..
YaoDe.. Thanks for taking half dae off..
BingLing(god son) & Jiaying(nai nai) Thanks for visiting me.. Really.. thanks for all those tibits! hee.. really sweet of u both.. I love u both!!


(Day 2)
Annabel & Xiaohui.. thanks for appearing at my door early morning n acc me for physio.. Im v proud of u both.. coz everyone said i had 2 bodyguards! ahaha..
my physio.. siew huei.. Thanks.. ahaha.. thanks for all e treament!
Xiaoying.. thanks for coming my hse to acc me..


(Day 3)
Xiaoying.. I LOVE YOU! thanks.. thanks for going all e way to hougang to get mutton soup for me.. im really very touched! thanks..
Xiaohui.. thanks for appearing at ssc w xiaoying to acc me to sgh. Thanks..
Nimrod.. thanks for the wipes..


(Day 4)
Yaode.. thanks! thanks for bringing those flash... n codex..


(Day 5)
XiaoYing!!!! Thanks for helping me to buy my dinner!! somemore my fav xi yang cai tang.. Ai si ni le!!!

TML IS MY BIG DAY!!


awww.. will be having my op tml. still nt nervous yet i dunno why.. ahaha. okay.. got to think abt it.. im quite nervous now.. LOL! Argh.. wad eva.. ermz.. think i saw somebody in the lib.. aha.. but who cares? LOlx...


Yay.. not angry anymore.. coz mayb.. shi wang became jue wang le.. haha.. Heck le.. guess wad? found another pooh fan! lolx.. my physio.. siew huei. dint noe she likes pooh! ahaha.. well well.. WHO AM I? lolx...


have changed.. to some heartless person i think. Oh yar.. forgot to mention.. my mum actually asked the church to pray for me! im very touch.. n she remembers tml is my big dae.. =) mummy i love u!


And.. i STILL HATE u....

Hope he's alright...


hai.. it was fun ytd actually.. changhong n yaode came over to my hse.. at least i noe there's someone that still cares.. ahaha.. felt darn good when they bot prata for me ytd. so touched!


Went AMK central ytd.. n 1 of them got into a fight.. hai.. his temper ar... never change 1.. 2 of us was like sitting there.. thinking.. are they gonna fight?? ahaha.. sit down see show. LOL.. then they started abit of pushing.. so i ask another fren.. should we stop e fight? LOL? stupid qns.. Anyway.. they really got into a fight.. then police in home clothes came out.. SOO COOL!!! **droOOoOoOoLs** So shuai!!!! I wanna be a policewomen!!! but im not tall enuff.. wth.. LOL


ANyway... 2 more dae to op.. think im prepared already.. oh.. got my new time-table n it sucks! 9-4, 10-5, 11-6! so sucky!!! gr!!!.. will have 2 weeks mc for the op.. HOhOHooo.. will be bored to death i think.. let's hope some of my frenz wld come visit me.. I'll be at home!!! hhahaha.. ask me for add n i'll be more then happy to tell u!! heee

I HATE YOU!


i hate you! n i really do! okay.. since you suan-ed me abt getting money from aunties.. i bare with it. Asked if u were willing to PAY A PART OF IT.. u start to pretend u dint see the sms. FINE! u msg me that u would try to take a dae off on my surgery date. when i sms u last nite reminding u my surgery is next week ur reply was.. have to work. It's in the morning 7.30am! cant u even take a half dae off? I HATE YOU! seriously i think u dint put in efforts of trying to get off. FINE FINE.. i can live without YOU!


when u need me.. I SHALL NOT BE THERE FOR YOU! i will try to return the 300 bucks to u when i get the claim!

1 week 1 dae to surgery..


ow... 1 more biodex to go. im suffering from butt aches already. siowching kept reminding me this.. "xiaohei!! 1week n 1dae more to go!! hahaha..." idoit.. LOlz. make me more n more nervous.


Anyway.. xiang tong le.. not angry anymore. i think i've really heck them le. Yes! succcess!! ahaa.. getting heartless. >.-


pinxiu, ur med frm ssc is w me.. u want i can put it in ur mailbox.. dunno ur mailbox big enuff anot.

biodex


liew.. did biodex ytd.. suppose to test the power of my quarts n hamstring n endrance. printed out the result.. n saw.. Dr comac's name on the paper.. physio: yen sun.. i was like.. eh.. steve.. im not under Dr comac n yen sun.. Then i saw the top.. it was xiaoqing's name..!!! ARGH!!! blows head off!! went crazy! Shit!!! did under wrong name.. gosh!


did the 2nd time under my name.. darn shag seh! hmm.. 1 week plus to my operation.. getting abit nervous le.. hoho.. wun be able to welcome them back from china. Hai.. Ama.. i miss yoU!! where are u? Ms lim.. i miss you too!! where are you? hai..


feel like gg back church again.. but.. nobody acc me. sianz.. LOrd plz send someone down to acc for services!

ha.. looked thru my aug '04 entry. had this little design that says.. "i used to think encouragment was fake.. but now i dont.. thank you frenz" but once again.. i've chose not to believe it again.

No more...

argh.. heck heck heck. another stupid prob pop-ed out again. n i think its really irritating that people talk behind ur back. Well well.. i've decided to ignore them. Enough is enough.. If they dun appreciate it.. too bad lor.


I think i'll be back to the same old me years ago.. Trust no one but myself onli. Becoming anti-social.. cos disappointment has changed me to this.

Everybody is LEAVING...

so sad abt that.. 武术队， 太极队 and 散手队 had flewn to china for intensive trg. And me? still stuck here. Going for rehab everyday.. Waiting for 22 june to come and get my surgery done. went to send them off ytd. On e way there in the train.. suddenly cried. Hai.. Why does it have to turn out this way? Missing my chance to go for china trg, sea games n world games. so SAD!

Many people said, it might be a blessing in disguise.. I hope it's true. I know this is silly.. but i could actually imagine wad im doing in china if im there now. Got the feeling that.. aunties will blame me for going for op. BUT! have they ever thought of my feelings? i dint want this to happen too! Hey.. i can seriously tell them this. If i dint have this injury, i would be enjoying life now OKAy!.. I'll be with them in china. Preparing for sea games. Training hard.

Not really happy when i saw some ppl who arnt suppose to go for intensive trg yet went. Not that im jealous. But.. it's too unfair! wad the hell..? train 1 week then go for intensive trg? think not even 15 yet. no where here or there. cant go for youth games.. jus pissed.

oh yar.. yanru.. thanks for helping me to type the email. =) i think they have approve the claiming thing already. although can claim but the op fee still bery ex. Jus got scolded by my aunty that day. Dotz..

lets hope they can train n gain more expreiences and technics.