Hey guys!! yea, finally here to update. having holidaes.. dun get jealous yea? wahaha.. Was rather disappointed jus now. cos i booked Dr cormac last thurs and i shld be seeing him today.. but the counter person gave me a ticket which says ROOM 1. gOsh~ which is Dr teoh's lar.. cos Dr cormac is in Room 2 i went to e gym n freaked out.. Hahaha.. But well.. GOD IS GOOD! in the end i got treated by Dr cormac. yay!! as in he's way betta then Dr teoh lar.. Anyway.. Had a jab on my knee.. argh! feels darn terrible. =( its so numb n painful.. He said might be doing shockwave on e next treatment.. *sobs* n he gave me e permission to use the KTC gym!! wahahaha!! hOrrAY!!!!

kindda Bored.. its like.. everyone is in sch n im having my holis.. n Im like spending my holis alone. super sad lar.. Px, yt, ym are all having their exams. dun wanna disturb them. all i can do during my holis is to work.. sucky.. No Life man.. gosh.. working full shift tml n wed.. dunno can pull thru not. cos it really hurts!

GD NEWS! im allowed to do jumpings! yea!

thailand cip!!! argh.. gotta pay $228 by this week.. =( saddening. shld i shld i shld i go?? i really wanna go coz for god1st served us.. =) but if im gg.. i'll be darn broke again.. haiz.. money issue again. shitty! now im -$15 argh.. hate e feeling of owe-ing ppl money..

HAHA!! god is fair! korea n france had a DRAW!! no offences. =) dint bet lar.. din have e money to.. =( chee meng lost 100buck on world cup.. LOL.. YD lost 120bucks.. see lar.. greedy lar. hee.

gosh.. having my major pp tml.. haben really study yet.. DIE.. okay.. for those who are reading.. i cant reply u ppl or even contact u all.. cos my phone has got no more $$$. not i dun wan to or dao u.. wish me luck yea?

btw, samuel went BS w me on fri.. aft knowing his posting.. haaa.. poor boy.. kanna artitllry(dunno how to spell).. he was like darn low.. cos he was hoping to get into combat instructor.. n the serman on fri directly shooted him. lolz.. Jiayou lar!!! maybe u wld do better there then combat instructor..

shall not focus on e 1 area i lack.. instead.. praise god for wad other stuffs he had given me.. Niang asked me.. wad do i like about BS? seriously.. i have no idea.. cos.. onli gg to church i'll feel much more peace n joy..

whoooot..

i wanna go thailand for cip!! sounds darn fun!! 23th of sept.. which is 1 say aft my bday. =) heee.. but think of it.. if we still gotta pay.. tt'll be saddening.. hai.. if have to pay dun think i can go lar.. no money.. =( hafta work xtra hard also.. haiz..

hai.. okay, 1stly look on e bright side.. althou im fuckin broke.. i still get treats frm yiming, xinni and niang!! im bloody blessed!! haha.. =) okay.. gonna have my holis on next wed. quick eh? okay.... bad news.. having exam on tue!!! argh!!! lord save me!!! i hafta score well!!! jus gotten back e re-test pp.. my click was shoik to see my score.. wahahaha.. cos i did abit better then e rest.. they were like... eh! how come u always nv come sch still can pass? mus learn frm u dun come sch. lol

tarda~ hahaa... i told them i anyhow tikam 1.. lol..okay lar.. i did study abit.. jus tt bit lo.. wooo.. guess wad? im gonna work 14hrs this sun!! n im gonna miss service again.. =( hafta pia like shit next wk aft my exam.. or else i wun have enuff to survive. life is cruel. =(

hmm.. dun think too much. god will make a way! =)

totally saddening..

was suppose to send racquel off ytd.. but din make it in e end.. cos we woke up late.. =( feel so guilty.. later in e morning.. bl sms-ed me telling me tt her flight was actuallt 750!! Argh~ shld have went to e airport to see her 1 last time!! really miss her.. =(

ytd was screwed up.. went out to mug.. brain dead.. couldnt remember all e stuffs for my bk 1.. im so dissapointed w myself.. how can i score for exam lidat?? ivy mus jiayou!! shit lar.. haiz.. have to pay sch fee b4 sch reopens. =( sad.. hafta work extra hard again..

reached home.. felt darn numb n sad again.. Haiz.. sianz.. haha.. BL!! mus jiayou hor.. *blink blink* heeee.. :D

hmm.. having phrase test today. =( still cant manage to rmb how to do shopping cart.. =( haa.. i realise i actually love studying in ite then sec sch.. more freedom.. more adult like.. although we have to hold our own behaviour in out responsibility. but i like it! =)

Wads so bad about ite? we learn almost e same stuffs as poly students. =) more hands on.. get to enjoy life.. less stressful.

eh.. i dun wan crash cinema lar.. feels so guilty. =( i dun wanna do such a childish act. ...i dun like e thrill.. okay lar.. im hum. LOL.. i rather do things tt makes my heart feels peaceful.

thank god.. mummy gave me 5bucks for dinner. yay!!~

YTD...(Super heng day)
I was late for sch(1 hr).. walked into e front gate as usual.. until e DM spotted me n asked me to stop.. he took down my name n class. ARGH~ asking why i was late.. i started crapping.. LOL.. here goes the convo..

DM:why are you late?
me: was working ytd til v late..
DM: wad time
me: 11pm
DM: nobody support u?
me: no... i come frm a single parent family.. my mom gotta pay e bills.. not enuff for her also.. so i earn my own money lo..
DM: wah.. u're an adult. but come to 1 point u will give up studying..
me: i noe.. im trying not to do tt...
DM: Okay.. i noe u've try ur best to come sch.. but next time try to be on time..
me: Okay! bye..

hmm.. its time i shld pack my room.. guess wad? e 1st thing i wanted to do when i woke up this morning was to on my lights.. but.. unforunatly.. i stepped on my bible.. slipped n fall off.. landed on e side of my butt. i understood gravity v clearly at e point of time... haha.. wad goes up mus come down.. din been that sway b4 lar..

anyway, work was quite smooth.. nb.. my b2 is a new guy who talks too much. i dun like ppl who talk too much.. esp craps! irritating me. argh!~ he was telling me.. e table 8 gers were looking at him.. n he felt so great.. i gave him a -.-"" face.. this is crap lo.. argh.. new guy talk so much. cant stand him..

anyway, my dae turn-ed into brightness when... i recieved ....'s sms.. =D wahahha.. abit hua chi lar.. but who cares.. ;P eh.. those who noe.. pls pls pls do not reveal to anyone.. =D im jus blessed! haha.. i wan go church!!!

hmm.. so sad.. =(

hai.. dint study for today's test. as expected.. failed. stayed ard to see my test pp.. my teacher was like asking.. how was it.. i told him.. sure fail. he said.. u my gd student lei.. how can lidat. aft i heard tt i was super sad.. =( how could i disappoint someone tt has expectations of me?

i mus really score well in e exam. i mus do well for my sake!!! today is a sad day.. seeteng is still sick.. jus bot food for her.. haha.. see.. im such a nice fren. =D teeheeee...

anyway, aft meeting yt n px.. me n yt went penisular shopping centre.. yiming came over. aft tt hang ard till quite late.. smth v funny things happened.. =) all e karma thing.. lol!