thank god!!!

i found my ic!!! ((: i think i strained my knee again!!!.. ouch.. hurts now. mus be due to the fall when i was doing single hand curtwheel. aarhhh.. iceing my knee in a damn awful position.. haha.. macham ya tui lidat.. my back hurts... can train flexi at the same time too.. lolx..

jus came back from prata session w mary. we were discusing on.. an overseas trip.. most prob on september.. im looking forward to it!!! ((: but at the same time.. i hope july never comes.. cos GST is hiking up again!!! hai..

DAMMN DAMMN DAMMN!!!!

OH MY GOD! ARRRRRRGGGGHHH... I THINK I LOST MY IC AGAIN!!! FCUK! I SWEAR I SWEAR AND I SWEAR AGAIN!!!!!

i dont bring my ic out ya see.. so i never bothered to check where my ic is. until today.. i was thinking where's my ic. flipped thru my old wallet which i used to put it there.. IT WASNT THERE!!!! gosh.. soo panicky lar.. i've lost my ic once which cost me SGD$60. if i loose it again, i dont know it would be SGD$200 or $300. DAMNN.. if thats the case all my shopping plans will be GONE!! wad a GONNER!!!

crap lar! i've jus replaced my ic last yr.. and this yr it happens again? WHAT THE HELL! Am i really that clumsy?? why cant i lose other cards instead of my freaking IC??!! Why did the government impost the law that we gotta pay so much everytime we lose it?? WHY WHY WHY??? AAARGH..

im so pissed with myself.. IC IC.. please.. i need you soo much!! please come back to me.. *sobs* Time to clean up my table.. :((

PS: fangjie did u see my ic??

oohh.. i think life is just screwed up.

Rah.. havent been attending school, havent been preparing for exams. totally screwed. all i do now is work and work like a slave for cash. wasting my time on i dunno wad. its just screwed. met up with sonny for lunch ytd at katong's hongkong cafe. rating for the food is 5/10. dint really find it extremely nice or whatever... it was just soso standard.. went work after that. sorry sonny, everytime ps you when my bus is here.. i always run after the bus. LOL!

Work was., quite okay.. as usual, we were short of staffs again. customers started coming in at peak hour.. oh yeah, i saw my sec classmate serene xie. and another group of student came in. they were from FTP! bloody rich kids. ohh.. anyway, i have no idea how they knew i was from FTP. this boy was like.. "you still remember this uniform??" i just nod my head silently. So.. work was smooth. praise god..

Guess wad? they made me close the bloody bread station. RAH.. -.-" luckily i made it on time.. Punched out at 2308. oooh anyway, this new cake taste damn yummlious.. Jamacian banana rum!! GO TRY IT!!! ((:

A new piece of work out of the blues.. completed it at around 3am.. -.- and im gonna work till closing later. aaaahhh..

OMg.. i just love shopping sales!! Gosh.. guess wad? the power of sales making people spend much more money than they expected. Walk along orchard road and you'll see branded shops like CK hanging 30% off store wide!! how attractive!! *blinks*

Anyway, i was one of the victim. *grins* they're really far too attractive to be missed. Yes i admit that im materialistic. i went in and had a look.. actually was more like window shopping. until the friendly sales person told me.. you can give it a try(with a warm smile). Thats great service!! Although i dont look filthy rich. i scanned thru the t shirt section and saw this really simple print tee shirt. tried and loved it. (: the pricetag showed $50++.. so i thought i still could afford it. i dint realise that piece was on discount too!! omg~ it cost me $47.20 for a CKJ tee!! Its really worth the money.

Well, maybe its under the influence of my dear mary.. how could i pass by armani exchange when im in paragon? haha. Went in had a look. luckily those designs wasnt my taste. or else it would burn my wallet. Anyway, still insisted of getting somthing from AX. Saw this really simple design tee and tried. It fitted really WELL!! omg.. I never knew i had that kind of figure. LOL..

Best of all both the tee goes along well with either jeans or skirt!! (: at least i've new clothes to go out with now. i need berms badly!! thinking of getting short shorts.. from zara. but, my huge ugly muscular legs are one of my biggest problem. T.T oh well, till my next pay day.. there shall be no more shopping for me!!

visit http://laozhabor.blogspot.com/ !! this is hilarious!! found this link from weng's blog. omg i cant stop laughing while i was at this site. gonna place this in my links.

Till then.. have a great day folks!

IT was the day to look forward ytd.. simply coz it was the PART TIMER'S PAY DAY!!! 3 Cheers for that.. Hiphip... hurray x3!!! awwww.. although we just got our pay. im like half broke now. BBBoooo~ it wasnt a extremely good day ytd.. i felt like shopping but yet dint have the mood to.. yeah.. its a complicated feeling. haa.. wanting and yet not wanting.

Decided to get myself another book to read. was thinking of getting 5 people you meet in heaven by mitch ablom.. but, it was a short story.. so i decided to get something thicker which can last me to read longger. dropped by at kino in the evening.. looking thru the whole section of fiction books.. still cant decide what i want.. went over to the best sellers corner.. grabbed hold of a book title snow. The short title and simple design of the cover attracted me.

went over to marina square to meet ian for supper.. meantime before she knocks off, i went shopping at topshop. saw this really cool vintage feel belt. and best of all its in strips!! ((: Awww.. you know.. i love vintage, strips and checkers designs. bought it without second thoughts. thats how implussive i am. Went carls jr to have a bite and wait for ian.. oh heavenn.... chilli cheesy beef fries is darn bloody goooD! it feels like heaven.. although it seems sinful as i jus did my workout eariler in the afternoon.




my shopping bags in carls jr.. (: & my delicious fries!! <3>


i dragged myself home and mommy suprised me.. As she open her room door.. and dog dashed out.. it wasnt miko.. it was a king charles!! how lovely it was.. greeting me standing upright and with its paws on me. But too bad, miko dint welcome him.. :(( welll, i guess.. its time for him to go back to his original owner..




Bobby and miko.. caught in action.

OH SHIT.. DAMN IT.. I JUST FAILED MY FREAKING TEST!

Argh!!.. This is crap!! i've just noticed that i've placed all my focus on the wrong stuffs!! Although, it might be just a small little tinny whinny problem.. but its STILL a freaking problem! argh. so pissed with myself. Been working thru the Weekends.. Burnt my weekends working and supporting a friend for a sanshou competition held at ngee ann city. I felt really shag. YES, i do.. im human.

Why cant i get everything right? Why dint i study for my test? im having another test tml.. oh god.. save me please.

Anyway, i finished "Tuesday with morrie" by mitch albom.. it reminds me of joey.. :) its a book on how morrie faced death. found it rather interesting. i think the philosophy sounds like what pastor interpreted. birth and death is natural.. this body is just a empty shell with a soul in it. When we part.. we leaves the shell behind and be with the lord. We'll feel much more alive than now. (:

Alright, i was quited pissed @ work ytd. you see.. i was working full shift.. from 12pm -11pm. Morning shift was like shit. i swear! gosh.. there were 3 order takers.. 2 busser and 1 server. OMG.. Please.. common sense would tell you this is hell of a job. Earning 5 bucks per hours doing such hectic job. -.-" insanity!

Oh yah, the main point was.. there was a table with 16 pax. we were suppose to treat them extremely well.. you know why? cos they're media related!! i was like.. what the hell? this is like so fake! i understood that human do things by gaining favour or blah blah.. BUT... TIL THIS EXTEND?? we were expected to clear every of their plates.. and replace them with new ones.. as well as their fork and knife. COME'ON~.. we're not fine dinning!! YOU're DINNING IN A CASUAL DINNING AREA.

Oh.. lastly i realised.. the bossed invited them over. NO WONDER.. they expected so much from us. -.- duh~ fuck it okay? i dont care if you're media related anot. condemn me if you want.

A WALK DOWN MEMORY LANE..

met teng for breakfast n swam ytd.. i think i strained my muscles from ytd's 10laps. went wz and met xinni for dinner. OMG.. WZ suck! e training hall now look like shit!! no longger the place i used to go to. It looks much like a factory warehouse. The floor.. omg.. Could even see the nails.. super ugly..

Took a stroll at the corridor we used to train. it was more like a memory lane for me. standing at the spot i used to skip.. looking into the hall.. envying them playing soccer.. Their ultra flexibility.. The spot where the sandbag was placed.. the torturous timed kick boxing combi..

Shifu would puff his cigarette, drinking his can of coke observing us. seems like the placed i've trained has changed quite alot.. the feeling was no longer there.. Even the gym looked empty. Something was missing.. But just not sure of wads missing.

Went home.. suppose to do my assignment.. ended up sleeping.. -.-"" somebody slap me please? woke up at 1am.. have a bite of my juicy apple and went back to sleep.. WAD A UNPRODUCTIVE DAY!!!

ARGH..

if given a choice can i skip every 14th? haha.. including ian's birthday. i really have no idea why i cant face facts? It floats up in me when ever im gonna let go this burden. Why?? Why do i see things related? Leave me alone!! i think i'll be more emo the next time you see me.


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this whole post is about being EMO.

To that person to contributed to my emo-ism..
u Still owe me a explaination.

YES YOU...

Sorry for not updating bitches~

School computers are really sucky! they load darn slowly.. Laggy and times i cant even view my own blog!! Alright bitches~ I've fallen in love with DKNY's new series RED DELICIOUS!! AArhhh.. it costs $109!! any kind soul would like to get it for me?? *heee.. Gonna get the light red one. It Smells soo Fruity!! AND I LOVE IT SOO SOO MUCH!!

Well, been feeling down the past few days.. Lord.. Please lead me out of this. By ur strength and ur wisdom, im sure it will be done. for im too weak.. my humanly efforts cant do miracles like yours lord. Lead me out of temptations..

oohh.. FINALLY!! my forearm is finally aching after few daes of workout in the gym!! at least some fats been worked out!! hee. let hope i'll get back in shape SOON. i hope.

argh...!! been missing lessons too recently!! help!! and exams are around the corner!! june 6th and 7th. i shall proclaim !! I WILL DO WELL AND I BELIEVE IN IT!!! *cross fingers*

Work been pretty well.. except that i got jammed everything when im a DB. >.< Im requesting to do DB on busier days.. so i can actually train myself.. Speed, presentation and stuffs. Ohh.. and shimin told me how a proper cuppucino should be made. (: thanks girl.. shall try it tml during work.

Ytd was e renewal of faith day again.. but it was alittle different cos px was there w me. ((: And guess wad?? i DOZED OFF!! omg!! sooo paiseh can.. -.-" she said it was quite obvious that i fall asleep. kill me can???

Went home and played with photoshop again.. ((:

Proudly presenting my new zi lian piece...

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