yay!.. went back for bible studies..


guess wad? i met ms lim!!! haha.. finally, cos we both changed no.. cldnt find each other.. LOL.. guess wad she said? she said she tot i cant get over abt my injury tts why i vanish into air.. LOL.. wrote my contact down on e card i gave her ma.. personally go down to her sch..


she changed her hairstyle!! she permed her hair.. lol.. went to eat ramen.. okay lar, dun find it v fantastic. went for bible studies.. v happy.. cos im finally back to church again.. at least god hears me. =) v happy for her.. she's getting married at e end of the yr. she looks v xing fu w him.. =) she getting married on my nephew's bdae.. anyway.. she started introducing me to her cg ppl.. soo paiseh.. -.-""


went lau pa sat w them.. whooo.. finally someone to help me w binary.. at least cleared some doubt. she started saying her experience during her worst kayaking trip.. it really sounds scary.. thrilling.. yet funny! shes super crappy.. now i have another prob.. i dunno wad to address her lei.. hmmmm.. im her ex student.. addressing her ms lim sound v funny. hai..

tooked ytd.. am i red enuff? haha.. Lobster rox!!!


learning dreamweaver.. cool leh! yt i wan pics!!!

went sentosa ytd.. w some wushu/taiji ppl.. at first i still had e sleepy mood.. but when it comes to kayaking i was wide awake. 5-6yr nv kayak.. suprisingly.. i still rmb how!! whoooo.. btw.. i onli kayaked once okay.. during my sec 2 camp. intitally was quite fun... bt aft awhile it became quite bored.. cos onli had a limited space to play.. SIANX~ then.. we intended to do capsize drill.. to increase e fun n excitement! it was much more fun falling into e sea.. turning e kayak over n climbing up! haha!!


Tan-ed.. of cos man!! go sentosa confirm have to tan.. or else it wld be a waste trip! u noe u noe.. the sun there is freaking hot.. v nice place to get tan-ed. e result of getting a tan at sentosa... Confirm red! except for px.. LOL.. too fair laioz. guess wad? im sunburnt!! arms super red.. v painful too!! wore sleeveless to sch.. LOL.. sch no goverment.. bleah! :P


anyway, aft test i rushed to pasir ris popular to get an envolope for ms lim's card.. guess wad? popular wasnt open.. was too early. freaking hell.. had 2 wait for 30mins. bot it n went over to coral sec.. enviroment really changed alot. stepped into the office. all unfamilar faces.. wenta see the sch compound.. althou walls have been repainted.. bt e memorise still came back. =) saw pupils in uniform.. which reminded me.. i was once in that uniform too.. stepping on e same ground as them.. getting scolded.. detentions.. suaning.. haha.. everything a bad student wld have. except for canning.. bleah~

god is good!!


Althou shag, but i did finish my job! =) thk god!! god is good to me! but ended at 1120.. still late thou.. but abit of improvement. did ms lim's bday card.. wun see her thou might jus go down coral sec to pass e office e card.


sch had this traffic police talk.. darn bloody!! really v bloody!! im having 2nd tots to go onto the rd when i have a lic.. eh.. v scary lo.. those pics.. wah kao.. broken skull, brain juice, disattached arms.. BLOODY, deformed faces.. i dun wanna die lidat..


D I S G U S T I NG!!

having phrase test today


eyes darn pain.. seeing double vision. haiz.. i regret working ytd.. shldnt have worked.. made me so pissed n stress. suppose to end at 11. but drag until 1140 still haben finish. in the end amanda asked someone else to help me finish my job... felt so bad about that.


hafta work later again! can i hang thru? wad a diff qns. brain quite dead today.. hope can pull thru my test. hai..

WAD E HELL IS WRONG W ME??

getting v pissed easily nowadays.. i dunno why. seems like my bad temper is back. if u haben seen it.. den better dun.


Targeting to earn S$300 this mth. Have to work hard this 2 mths.. hafta save for next term's sch fee. Targeted to go back TRAINING in JUNE. that wld be a complete rest for a yr.


PS:

xiu, good luck for ur block tests.

yt, get motivated for trg n studies!

wE sHaLL gO For Sentosa trip this cOming SUnDaY!!

e video i saw that made me feel motivated to go back trg. SUPER!

still tired.. dunno wad is happening.. not enuff slp or am i jus mentally tired? shit man.. *shake head* i tend to forget which day it is.. wishing it wasnt the day i have to work.. jus like today. i tot it was wed.


i've been think wad do i really wanna be? i dun wanna drag my feet to work when i actually suppose to work. Will i enjoy wad i'll be doing? cos im not enjoying wad im doing now! im jus trying to spend day by day with abit of income in my hands. I'll nv work in F&B line again.. eva~


ytd while studying.. bad memorise flashed back again. could see everything clearly.. Still hate her thou.. jus cant treat it as it nv happened b4. cos i'll be lying to myself.

dunno this can work anot.. jus joined youtub.. testing this now..

My Dream Bike!! soo tiny n cute!!!





saw it on e rd ytd.. v cute!! but wun buy so soon lar.. mayb 1 or 2 yrs later. gotta work hard!!!

ARGH...


wth.. cartel wants us to work 2 wkdays n 2 wkends. which makes me left w 3 free days! wad e heck.. where got time for trg, frenz n stuffz? i looked @ my planner i shake head.. shit.. having too much things happening this yr.


1.school
2.work
3.bike
4.rehab
5.bishan/wz trg


This is SHITTY! most of them is "workin". im soo sick of it.. if cartel really have to make us work 4 daes. I think most of them will quit.. as in the part timers.. SHITTY lar!! kao.. studying now.. u want me work at least 4 bloody daes. itz not as flex as the past lo. I DUN WANNA GET STUCK IN THIS BLOODY PLACE!!!!


This yr seems to be in place.. but too much things happening @ 1 go.. making me so stress!! Maybe this is the part of growing up lar.. handling stress. who noes.. the stresses i face next time wld be much more then this time..


Had a talk w teng ytd.. wahaha.. found out quite alot of ppl have grown up.. so happy for them. getting mature n stuffs.. She was surpise that we cld actually talked for a hr plus non-stop.. Anyway, teng... U RAWK!

Jus miss e kicks i do.. look.. one of e beautiful 1 i did.. i hope i can kick like this asap.


Anyway.. fj came my hse on sun.. it was super messy lar.. haha.. he said my hse seems to feel v sad.. haha.. maybe quite dark tts y.. lol.. anyway.. aft he said that.. it activated some bad memorise in my brain lar.. still cant forget.. still cant forgive.


Why do i have such a childhood? Hai.. Pri sch teacher said i was mature at 12.. i was like huh? nah.. think cos i was abit smart.. thou i was in EM3.. but still 1 of those top 10 in class lar.. Dint study thou.. wahaha.. played thru my pri sch daes. ARGH.. bad memorises!!!


i think im in same situation w my "auntie" aka niang's Bro..wahah.. all opp sex 1. =P there's still some hatred in the heart.. nth can wash it off. aft so many yrs.. e images are still so CLEAR.. jus as if it was ytd. Spare me frm these man!!


O lord!!!

wahaha.. i earned satisfaction...


went ftp to torture my junoirs.. most of them nv see b4 one.. almost all was late.. i went over cca room n shouted.. Oi!! go up!! stop waiting for e others! but none of them moved their butts.. ARGH! have to come up w some punishment.shouted again..WHoever reaches the hall later then me shall do 50 PUMPINGS! i slowly strolled into the hall.. wahaha... after that.. i realise the were running behind. :P


Actuallly din do much PT also.. jus made them slow jog ard the hall for 10rds.. 5sets of sprinting.. blah blah.. 2 guys got punish for drinking water w/o permission.. WAHAHHAHAA.. feel so shuang~ im a sadist.. LOL.. aft that.. i warn the others.. if i haben allow u to go for break.. u are not allowed to! So shuang lar.. cos after that the junoirs came up to me to ask me permission to drink water.. but i said NO..


Jus felt super satisfide.. yay~ ended class 2 mins late.. i hope they're having muscel ache now.. WHAHAHAHA.. im such a sadist..

spent a nite @ xinni's hse..


Was havin movie marathon thing.. all 3 movies i watched b4. so i juz... snoooze to slp.. lol. cos was really tired.. was wrkin at 8 in e morning.. ended at 4.. 8hrs of work lo! i wonder how did i tahan las time..


yt was lousy.. she climbed into the wrong hse.. banging e door.. demanding for ppl to open door.. wahaha. fj shouted over that e door is open.. then she realise she was at e wrong hse.. lousy pok! super funny..


still v tired now.. *heavy eye lid* ohh.. did i mention? i PASSED RTT w jus ONE try! yay!! thx teng!! luv ya so much.. e Qns u asked actually came out.. lots of them! :D proceeding to prac2 e next session.. soo excited!! FINALLY!


Wanna get my lic fast.. get out of this broke situation thing.. argh.. im spending more than i earn!!! shit.. SO SHITTY.. y can standard of living be lowered? go out food court eat.. plate of fried rice costs 3bucks.. wth..


having lab test tml.. wish me luck!! 11-12pm.. aft tt gg back ftp to torture them.. wahahaha.. hope i wun give up on them.. serious.. if i give up.. i think it's really hopeless. i'm helping cos i dun wanna see them lose so badly. i cant do much.. its up to them to decide.


told yt im e type of ppl who tells dif ppl dif personal stuffs.. so if u noe them.. PLZ do NOT spill the beans. =) im simple yet complicated! wahahaha..

waahaha...


havin RTT.. later.. confirm fail.. liao lar.. teng giving me test.. cham lar.. FAIL lar.. if fail.. i wldnt be surprise.. lol..


anyway, i think im gg back trg soon. =) thanks for all e encouraging words.. =) i'll try my best to work hard n go back for trg. still v happy.. wahahaha.. somwbody still thinks im gd. wahhaa..


but i dun think so lar.. stamina n everything gone. i shall return n give everyone a surpise! =) I will be stronger than i was when i return! DAI JIN!! u watch out.. I'll trash u again like b4 i was injuried! hee.


so sadist har.. lol