Im truely sorry..


If irene dint mention.. i've forgotten long ago.. sorry sorry. i dint meant to hurt u. until she bring up e issue.. i've place myself into ur shoe.. i noe i shld'nt have done that.. sorry.


Well.. i promise irene to show her result within a mth.. n shimin is helping me. But it really stress me up as a DB.. u noe.. there's so much things which shld'nt be happening happened.. it feels so pissed off when all these happen. Well.. i Shall.. memorise my SOP n do my best! i cant let down shimin's hope. JIayou ba ivy!


went down bishan.. trained w ah jin.. Not bad har.. roaring like a lion liaoz.. wahaha.. ;P Hmm.. itz true yea? we always judge by wad we see.. =( We onli tot of ourself... not in other point of view. hmm.. wonder y bl said i've grown up..

some photos frm e trip


the v nice dessert! tiramisu!!! Yummy yummy!!!




ah jin's cake... too bad she wasnt there to see it..




Last of all.. the 2 that have been enjoying n eating all these yummy yummy stuffs!! me n my old time buddy AH TECK! ahaha..

Whao... Ytd's dinner was FANTASTIC!


Thanks Lord.. Wahhaha.. i finally understood.. Although we always judge by wad we see.. but we shld actually give thanks.. cos of wad we have.. went service w rooo... service wasnt that good. =( kindda disappointed.. cos i tot pastor prince wld be preaching.. think she was quite suprise to see me dress lidat.. hahaha..


met yd for dinner. din noe he had reserve a table for sky dining.. until he told me.. quite sad for him. cos it was specially for ah jin.. but i cld see his efforts.. hmm. jus wish him all e best? wad else can i do? anyway.. it was darn fantastic! sitting in e cable car.. although some tots were going thru.. like.. wad if e cable snapped? LOL!


But it was super duper romantic!! if onli ah jin was there w him.. =( aft that had dessert n he actually have a bday cake for her!! hmmm.. lighted up e candle.. took pic.. n e wind blew off e light.. so i was saying.. hey.. look!! daijin blew e candle.. haha.. trying to cheer him up..


was talking abt our past.. how we saw each other grew up.. how childish was he n i.. hahhaa.. if onli we nv grow...

LOrd, i've really given up..


I know its not by my efforts but its thru ur might.


attended bible studies on thurs(finally)

when u're hungry.. u eat..

When ur'e thirsty.. u drink..

When u need a mirical.. u believe..

When u believe.. u hear the words of god.


I think im gonna break down soon.. w these stupid stress frm work.. it really irritates me when 1 of e manager kept repeating.. HOW PIGS DIE?? n.. I REALLY FEEL LIKE BEATING SOMEONE UP..


Hello?? think u're e onli one that noe how 2 hit ppl? try mine.. been trying to keep in me.. n try to smile. WTF.. do u noe who horrible it feels to be sooo FAKE?


LIfe haben been good.. hafta start to save at least 500bucks for next yr!!! yes.. AT LEAST! hai.. 200 for sch fee.. 300 for MRI.. i've been wondering.. why is it lidat?? is god trying to let me realise smth? make me grow up or wad?


How wld life be if dad dint passed away soo early.. haben got a ligament tear.. dint quit sch.. i wonder.. wld life be perfect?

happy bday to yt n ama..


Dun think ama will see this. but anyway.. happy bdae.. sianz.. sort of like lost contact w ama.. so sad. i was fliping thru my photo album n saw e photos we took.. we met at least once a yr.. n take a pic.. frm yr 2001 - 2004.. anyway.. who cares? everyone has got thier life now.. n mine is so shitty.


ARGH.. have to plan extremly nicely now.. cos im feeding myself frm now onwards.. BOOoOoooo.. got forced to grow up so fast.. i hate this!!! hafta earn money.. feed myself.. pay my own sch fees next yr.. transport fee.. everything! am i gonna stay at cartel that long??? i doubt.. booOoOo..

Well... Let GO.. n LET GOD.. I have faith in u lord! =)

ooh... bad news..


im feeling so sick of work.. shucks. keep getting scolding n stuffs.. argh. i wanna get back to sch.. LOL! can slack more. hai.. hope this time can enrole to e course i wan.. i wan digital media design!!!


hmm.. suffering frm e rehabs 2 daes ago.. hamstring n butt aching.. BbOOooOoo.. hmm.. a pri sch fren msg me thru friendster.. but i forgot who is she.. LOL!... she mention some of my other pri sch frenz.. i knew who are they.. but.. i still dunno who is she.. LOL! aiya.. nv buy pri 5 class photo.. or else i'll know. BoOOoooo.. pri 5 buddies? hmmm.. gracia, vanessa, esther, angline, xueting? shld be yueting ba? hmm... still straining my mind.. LOL!..

argh.. so darn tired.. stupid comp.. cant access into msn. BOO.. =( Gosh!~ 1 of e managers tot i was in a relationship w BL.. DIAO.. wth... How come she got e wrong idea? is it coz we always hit each other's butt? LOL.. SIANZ! think next week will be sucky too.. frm 5 to closing.. DEssert bar.. =`(


Oh yea.. u noe smth? we went cine cartel to drink ytd. n i found out their english was like darn shitty.. -.-" Guess wad.. this guy said.. oei.. Table 16 DESERT.. then e manager reply.. OH.. OKay... Table 16 DESERT coming out. Can eat desert ar.. so pro.. eat sand? LOL..


nth much happening also.. brain is dead now. v tired.. Yawnz.. oh yea.. hear bl saw yourong at cartel ytd.. lol.. luckily i wasnt working. tml jiade's bdae le.. haha.. think will jus send him a sms wil do.. cos dun see him also. =P