LOrd, i've really given up..


I know its not by my efforts but its thru ur might.


attended bible studies on thurs(finally)

when u're hungry.. u eat..

When ur'e thirsty.. u drink..

When u need a mirical.. u believe..

When u believe.. u hear the words of god.


I think im gonna break down soon.. w these stupid stress frm work.. it really irritates me when 1 of e manager kept repeating.. HOW PIGS DIE?? n.. I REALLY FEEL LIKE BEATING SOMEONE UP..


Hello?? think u're e onli one that noe how 2 hit ppl? try mine.. been trying to keep in me.. n try to smile. WTF.. do u noe who horrible it feels to be sooo FAKE?


LIfe haben been good.. hafta start to save at least 500bucks for next yr!!! yes.. AT LEAST! hai.. 200 for sch fee.. 300 for MRI.. i've been wondering.. why is it lidat?? is god trying to let me realise smth? make me grow up or wad?


How wld life be if dad dint passed away soo early.. haben got a ligament tear.. dint quit sch.. i wonder.. wld life be perfect?