still tired.. dunno wad is happening.. not enuff slp or am i jus mentally tired? shit man.. *shake head* i tend to forget which day it is.. wishing it wasnt the day i have to work.. jus like today. i tot it was wed.


i've been think wad do i really wanna be? i dun wanna drag my feet to work when i actually suppose to work. Will i enjoy wad i'll be doing? cos im not enjoying wad im doing now! im jus trying to spend day by day with abit of income in my hands. I'll nv work in F&B line again.. eva~


ytd while studying.. bad memorise flashed back again. could see everything clearly.. Still hate her thou.. jus cant treat it as it nv happened b4. cos i'll be lying to myself.