bought a new CD.. broke thou.. but still can squeeze some money out for this CD. Saw this on a advertisment on the mag "Solid rock" so i tot i shld try listerning to it. =) Darn COOL!! live recording.. n it sounds darn great! Album name is "jennifer Knapp live". Dint regret. =) yay!!!


hmm.. maybe e next cd i'll try buying might be pastor prince's sermons.. =) anyway, the sermon pastor prince gave last sun was great!! read up abit frm the bible.. seldom touch my bible 1.. =) anyway.. i like the way i am now. alot of peace n joy.. in the presence of lord in my life. =)


Cartel changed it's uniform.. it looks darn sucky now. yucks~ i wonder why the had to put white in the middle of our shirt.. it really looked ugly! argh.. brainless lo.. why cant they give us a niccer uniform? as in like.. single color?

met ms lim n went for Bs ytd.. e both of us nearly fall asleep. haha.. yea.. BOth of us.. luckily she offered me sweet. As usual lar.. she's v crappy.. =) she was like eh.. smth happened.. dunno wanna tell u anot.. a teacher passed away.. i was like.. huh?! mdm ong har..? cos e last news i heard about was she got cancer.. she was like.. eh? u noe ar? i was like.. SHIT? really ar?? darn sad lar.. although she always target me during lesson.. make me hated my chinese name.. cos once she call my name.. nth gd will happen.. always ask me see OM kanna detention.


But all these have passed.. was she a gd teacher? maybe to others lar.. not me. i feel its jus a pity lar.. see.. how short is life? how fragile it is.. but the funeral is over.. or else i'll like to pay my respect to her.


wrk was fine. =) gettin v smooth.. not as stress lar.. although i always have nightmare about gg back cartel to wrk.. sad ar... slp also cannot rest properly. lol.


Anyway, inter sch was B o R I n G . . . no hope for FTP. next yr cannot recuit sec 1s again. die lar.. cca confirm closing down. e best result this yr for FTP was like.. 4th plcing onli! Think im really drifting away frm wushu lar.. watching comps really makes me feel bored. i think i spend most of the time there eating then watching la. hai..


I Wanna go Church TML!!

i've been slacking for daes.. holidays ma. was soo energatic few daes ago. but it comes to today.. i think im down w flu.. LOL.. see.. phobia of working. as usual, im at seeteng's hse again. i wanna watch below eight!! but it onli sneaks tml.. =( booo..


haha.. im actually a much happier person after attending church again. feels so peaceful.. my mum lost her key pouch aft giving me money ytd at home.. she was late for work u see.. so she starts throwing stuffs ard.. screaming at me.. ARGH, of cos i hate it lar.. u have no idea how powerful my mum is.. althou she a mute.. if u think ur mama's nagging is bad enuff.. try mine.. LOL.. sounds like promoting product. she kept blaming me.. blah blah.. i couldnt stand it n offered her my keys.. but she din want. my ears got so.. irritated i opened e gate w my key.. n offered her my keys again. she refused.. i joined in e searched.. n found out tt it was on e chair.. and it all goes again.. blaming me for making her late.. -.-"" i was like.. go lar!! faster go work lar.. siao de.. late liao still wana argue w me.. but i found out i wasnt pissed.. ahha! yay!! =)


haha.. was v blessed! yanru treated me to dinner ytd!! whOOO!!! thanks ger!! aft tt met yd n he treated me for supper!! lolx.. cant blame lei.. im really broke. hai. sianz.. no bible studies this week. =(

hm.. been attending service v often. anyway, good things n bad things did happened lar. i've lost my IC.. YES! IC.. i feel so lost.. no identity.. LOL! but the strange thing was.. i dint panic when i found out i lost it.. strange. i was like.. it is okay.. although i know i have to pay 100buck to replace my ic. i was like.. ARGH.. have to work so hard jus to pay for e replacement fee.. wad e heck! but deep down.. it was still feeling okay.. i still feel v blessed!


shimin's bdae

ended work. went down tanjong pagar's RED pub to look for them. they're celebrating shimin's bday there. when i reached.. i saw bl.. she was in a quite seh condition alr. but seeing her makes me feel happy lar. =) so long dint see her due to her sch. of coz.. hugged e bdae ger..


went into e pub.. saw ian, her gf, jessie, jessie's fren. they ordered a bottle of chivas. since i was e last 1 to reached.. they saved some for me.. -.-"" gosh.. after e 2 bottoms up.. i was like.. oooh... i cant balance myself.. haha.. feels so funny. sent bl out to wait for cab.. went in contiuned drinking.. aft all e drinkin went maxwell market for supper.. while crossing e road.. i tried to concentrate on walking stri8.. but i couldnt.. wad a failure. haha..


ian was like saying.. u dun look n sound drunk while u're sitting n talking.. but once u walk.. gone case.. hahaa.. shared cab home aft tt.


reached home.. felt v high so i msg yanru.. met them for supper again at lau pat sat.. reached home at 5am.. stayed til 6am to wake bl up for her attachment. well, actually i dun really agree on e idea of being lesbian. althou i look like 1.. but im confirm not 1! hee.. lesbians.. so wad if u luv each other? can tt luv contiune forever? will it last? are u able to get married in such a society in sg? gaining approval frm both families? are u able to stand e way ppl look at u? are u able to produce a child? seriously.. no offences everyone.. this is really how i feel.wah seh.. this sounds so much like a debate.. hoho..


this is one of e longest entry i wrote man.. haha..

was rather pissed ytd.. went home to slp n i felt better. =) slept frm 8pm till 3am.. cos mummy came hm at 3. argh.. dunno why.. sleep so long.. but still tired.. v strange. having holiday next week. hmm, holiday also e same.. hafta work n work.. sibei sianz.


anyway, my class advisor organize a bbq on 20th april at east coast beach. not bad eh? first time i heard teacher wanna organize this kinnda stuffs. i was asking denise if she knew how to cycle.. guess wad was her reply?? No.. but i can jog. everybody burst out to laughter.. One of my classmate said.. on tt dae we cycle ask her chase us.. then we shout.. "kua tui gui ar!"(saw gohst!) n we cycle off faster.. LOL.. v bad rite.


Its thurs tml~! looking forward to go for bible studies. hmmm.. my energy level seems to be dropping. not wrking as much.. but i still feel tired..

hmmm.. had a new hairstyle. =) quite similar to e 1 i had in 2004. =) but i have niccer highlight this time.







nice ma? kanna force to pose for pic.. lol..


compare e pics.. lol!! i've grown up!! heee

life is strange.. unpredictable..


thoughts were running thru my brain when i was slpin. shld i go for service?

***phone rings***

fren: eh.. still slping ar.. me juan

me: huh?(i heard jen) ar..

fren: u wanna meet on wed? tongfang's bdae.

me: HUH?!? tongfang.. Orhh.. u xiujuan ar..


see.. im tt blur when im still slping..


anyway.. went for service.. all thx to xiujuan. cos of her "morning call". i was actually thinking if i shld wear skirt for service.. in e end i din.. jus in case i see ms lim. went suntec.. Q-ed up for service.. i was looking ard.. n i saw gary.. then ms lim.. n a elderly women.. wah seh.. luckily they din see me. LOL~ im soo anti- social.. haha.. sms-ed her that i saw her. she called.. i think she was quite suprise.. n said i was guai.. -.-"""


today's service was okay.. sang nice songs.. had miricle healing session.. too shy to go out... -.-"" im lousy~ hai.. i saw this ger beside me.. she raised her hand.. when pastor asked who wanna recieve jesus.. wah seh.. i thought inside me.. so brave!!