hmm.. even more sian now..


-.-" my class chinese girls are all getting attached to our class guys.. soo expectedly.. 2 dif race couple.. 1 ns man w my classmate..wad e hell man.. nvm.. i shall be a loner n have lunch w niang.. hee! at least he's much more fun to eat w.. more mature.. eat cheapper food! hahaa.. =P


My classmates always eat fastfood.. wad e hell lar.. everyday walk to paya lebar eat fast food.. darn boring. i rather walk to paya lebar.. hawker n eat.. more varity of food to choose.


having test tml.. dun even noe wad e whole bk is talking abt.. siao liao lar!!!

i am soo bloody happy! yay!~ i finished my project! teeheee... anyway, koon san has moved to 48 jln mastuli.. where the hell is that? Jiawei said its 500m away frm kovan mrt.. hope can find on next fri..

Im Having v bad pain!! finally went back to e dentist.. kanna kaopei.. expected.. haha.. he tighten my darn bloody braces.. n its super duper painful now! dun think can eat anything these few daes.. argh.. e pain is killing me!!

v happy these few daes.. hee.. got to meet up w niang for lunch. =)

celebrated samuel's bday ytd. =D

Met him outside cartel.. gave him his present.. actually more like a exchange.. LOL!.. he brought combat ration food for me.. haha. hope he really like e present la.. he said the smell was addictive.. LOL.. first time i heard perfume smell wld be addictive.. anyway, decided to go over to Herreen's NYDC for mudpie..

IM totally addicted to thier mudpie!! so yummy! on e way there saw bl n racquel. We were thinking of catching x-men. went over to cine.. but e tickets for e slot we wanted were all sold out. :( So we intend to try our luck at lido aft tt.. Meanwhile.. we cross e road n reached NYDC!! yeppie!

at NYDC..
ordered grandma goes nuts(mudpie) n a elephancino.. yep.. jus lidat.. had to share. LOL!.. i asked e waitress to light a candle on e mudpie.. so it arrived.. i was singing e bday song.. out of sudden.. e light went off due to e wind.. i was like.. -.-""" it feels stupid to sing w.o the light. so i asked him to make a wish.. LOL.. darn lame lar..

while walking over to lido.. we saw our ex team-mate. haha.. carry on walking over to lido.. went to check e slots out again.. i saw on e screen.. 1830 selling fast.. i was excited n told him.. ehh!! want not??? selling fast lei.. hafta quickly buy.. den we realised.. It's 1830 no 8.30.. LOL.. No movies again.. we made e decision to watch it next wk.. n shall ask lionel, DJ n jiahao along. =)

walked to borders.. he wanted to check out e ipod pricing.. we saw this lastest ipod.. or rather.. e current model.. ipod video.. e images n videos were super CLEAR..! bloody shit.. made me so gian.. i wan ipod too!!! but darn ex too.. $548.

thanks maro!

im using her laptop in mac now.. haha. cant log in msn.. dunno why.. saddening. suppose to do project w it.. but.. it somehow dint work.. irritating.. argh!! found alot of goody stuffs in her comp.. alot of vids.. i jus watched 'talking cock' super typical singaporean movie.. reflects wad singaporean do n e way we talk..

guess wad? i manage to have a conversation w my classmate leon in eng ytd!! haha.. wad great achivement eh? xiaoqing manage to help me find a 256mb thumb drive which cost onli 29bucks!! yay!! praise lord.. still could afford it.. heee.


lolz.. gonna meet niang later for lunch..

it feels great to see my frenz happy. =) i hope her date was successful.. haha.. thou she lost her wallet. booo.. haha.. she was so cute.. n dramatic.. -.-"" i really miss her old cock look. hahaha!! i was at her hse.. saw her sec class photos.. i was like.. laughing my lungs out.. anyway, i was no better also.. haha.. i also had tt cock look few yrs back..

sms quite afew ppl to acc me to bible studies.. haiz.. but.. =(

thanks maro!

im using her laptop in mac now.. haha. cant log in msn.. dunno why.. saddening. suppose to do project w it.. but.. it somehow dint work.. irritating.. argh!! found alot of goody stuffs in her comp.. alot of vids.. i jus watched 'talking cock' super typical singaporean movie.. reflects wad singaporean do n e way we talk..

guess wad? i manage to have a conversation w my classmate leon in eng ytd!! haha.. wad great achivement eh? xiaoqing manage to help me find a 256mb thumb drive which cost onli 29bucks!! yay!! praise lord.. still could afford it.. heee.


lolz.. gonna meet niang later for lunch..

it feels great to see my frenz happy. =) i hope her date was successful.. haha.. thou she lost her wallet. booo.. haha.. she was so cute.. n dramatic.. -.-"" i really miss her old cock look. hahaha!! i was at her hse.. saw her sec class photos.. i was like.. laughing my lungs out.. anyway, i was no better also.. haha.. i also had tt cock look few yrs back..

sms quite afew ppl to acc me to bible studies.. haiz.. but.. =(

Freak.. wrong things jus happen at wrong time. Hai.. guess wad? my bloody lousy zen mirco which i bot 2 yrs ago is crushed.. which means i lost all my mp3s, datas, photos, assignment and most of all MY PROJECT! i was hoping nobody wld have a itchy finger to delete e files on e destop i use in sch.. so at least i still can contiune frm where i stop on my project.

BUT, guess wad? i pinned hope on e com when i on it.. hoping to see my folders n files inside.. BUT EVERYTHING WAS MISSING! some arsehole deleted all my files!! DARN IT.. now i hafta go ard looking for cheap thumb drive.. trying to get it cheap asap.. REDO n REDO research again! hai... hafta submit NEXT WEEK . hope can complete lar.. im jus bloody pissed..

how could i be so sway? IM indeed Godness of swayness.. ARGH..

digged out a bonsai bk left by my dad... i still rmb how i chopped off all his bonsai plant's leave aft watching a movie(edward sth..).. n i had a great wacking.. haha. i open e bk w/o any suprise.. cos i tot.. aiya! onli plant ma.. wad big deal about it? wads so nice about it? i opened.. flipped afew pages.. i went WHAO..!

now i understood why my dad love them so much! it need them 5 yrs to grow into a beautiful plant.. no wonder my dad wack me so hard tt dae.. itz really amazing..

waho.. its been 13yrs. 13yrs w.o him.. sometimes i really wonder.. wld life be better if he was ard these 13yrs? althou i had v limit of image of him in my mind.. but i had some v strong memories tt he left. all e fun n laughter he had made.

argh.. life has been rather shallow. its has become a routine.. school.. work.. n nothing else. i have nth much to share. =( been super broke too.. had to borrow money frm ppl. so shitty.. jus dun like e feeling of borrowing money frm ppl..

anyway, on sat.. aft e others went off.. me n samuel had crayfish!! WoahooooOOho!! super nice can.. thanks boy! bad i felt very bad la.. he drew out his last $40 out for supper. which means he's as broke as me. omg.. nvm.. i shall return u ur money asap aft my pay day. =)

Wee!! im bloody proud of this! made this together w liyan. my 1st time blending successfully!! anyway, this is her proj.

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hmm.. very happy that she somehow has stri8en her thoughts. heard tt frm Bl.. hope its really the way.. dun wanna see her break down or wad ever.. hai.. strange.. i wanna care for her but somehow.. i dun show it. donkey said im a gd fren.. give her care n concern.. but, it will be v strange if i suddenly care for her u noe.. cos she dun tell me her probs.. tts why i can onli get news frm bl.. whom she always approach.

hai.. hope she will get better..

my newly bought jacket. :) yeppie!! like it v much. but.. im broke for the mth.. hai.. LOL.. gonna have sanshou exchange w boxing on sun!! wahaha.. i'll see DJ get trashed!! wahaha.. im bad i noe.. hmm.. i wonder is lord talking to me? is he? ive been wondering if i shld go back for trg when im well.. cos itz darn dangerous u noe.. out of suddenly i went jogging n gyming all by myself.. kelvin at cartel told me.. we young ppl shld have strong fighting spirit.. den on a channel U documentry i heard wenyao said aft his injury he wanna get back strong.. are these hints?

n most of all... ama tagged my board? i tot she has forgotten abt me.. as in you noe.. we've been on differnt tracks. i wun blame her if she has.. but im really happy. :) thank lord.

actually i have no idea on wadda write.. i realised.. im v nasty at work.. for example. ytd.. 1st may(labour day). cartel was infested w lots of ppl. there were lots of food in the kitchen waiting for us to serve.. by the way, we onli had 3 servers. im one of them. this customer frm table 37 stopped me n qns me abt their food order. n i was super irritated.. they were plainly wasting my time. Guess wad? we realise they wrote their own orders.. IT WAS THEIR OWN FAULT! itz like shit lar! HELLO? was i e one who attended to u at first? stop wasting my time!

I started to Diao anyone who blocked my way.. HEY! have u have any idea how fucking heavy are those fucking plates? nabei.. we tried to serve faster.. clear the food in the kitchen so we serve 3 by 3.. hey.. its not jus heavy alone okay. The plates are darn fucking hot too! customers has no idea of these. Okay... delay of food. Itz our fault again? HEY! can u use ur brain?? we're jus plainly servers! if u're not willing to wait. Go other Places~ Knowing its a public holiday, plz use ur common senses.. if u dun have senses.. at least use a sense!

Anyway.. dropped some potato wedges on a customer ytd.. i din say sorry. i knew it was my fault. but with all e crowd.. food.. mood was super bad. ESP when u onli selpt 3hrs, met unreasonable customers blah.. i heard he was v angry.. Aiya.. heck lar..

hai.. past few daes.. there were qns.. i needed advices frm.. i scrolled down my phonebk... i realise.. there was no 1 that i could approach. tt was kinda sad.. it really hard to approach someone n tell them ur probs.. i realise eversince.. i was gave up by a "fren" i turned out to be a loner. i started to believe i can survive alone.. tts y i practise to be independent..

Yvonne.. stop telling me how much u need a fren. coz i've been there too.. aft tt lesson. yes.. i've learnt to be indenpendent.i can eat alone, study alone, shop alone n even train alone. cos i found it much happier. YD once told me.. im too dependent on frenz.. as in emotionally.. aft a broke down i din have tt plc in my heart again. teng noe wad im talking abt..

so.. aft one by one.. those who i tot was my buddies.. where were they? i dun put so much trust in anyone now. i'll jus take it as they're jus a passer-by in my life. until they leave great impressions..

i think it'z really true tt we usually treat a stranger better than our love ones. i can tell you. I really love my mum.. but, i jus dun express it. but deep down i really loved her. i dun wan her to get bullied by assholes.. but my attitude towards her is cold.

my sis.. we used to loved each n other. but now.. its a unknown. she did things i really hated.. its jus as if she left our family n never wanna come back again. HELLO...!! think back! where were u frm? it really hurts me to see mummy waiting for you to come back n visit her at home. Everytime she think those were the (good)things tt were done by you blast me off. i really wonder why i hate u so much.. we used to be soo close when we were younger.. like as if there was super glue..

argh... jus whining.. dun care about me..