totally saddening..

was suppose to send racquel off ytd.. but din make it in e end.. cos we woke up late.. =( feel so guilty.. later in e morning.. bl sms-ed me telling me tt her flight was actuallt 750!! Argh~ shld have went to e airport to see her 1 last time!! really miss her.. =(

ytd was screwed up.. went out to mug.. brain dead.. couldnt remember all e stuffs for my bk 1.. im so dissapointed w myself.. how can i score for exam lidat?? ivy mus jiayou!! shit lar.. haiz.. have to pay sch fee b4 sch reopens. =( sad.. hafta work extra hard again..

reached home.. felt darn numb n sad again.. Haiz.. sianz.. haha.. BL!! mus jiayou hor.. *blink blink* heeee.. :D