i've been like opening this brower for soo long.. i hardly type anything in it.. anyway, i passed my exams.. gpa 3.5.. still not my expectations yet.. i wanna aim 4 points.

jus saw my next term timetable.. CRAP!!!! piece of CRAP!!! 4 out of 5daes 8am lessons! wtf.. kill me lar... omg. mostly end at 1.. crap lar.. waste my time..

hai.. forced to join nats.. snwf stopped all billings to wz as in those ssc treatments.. I DUN WANNA JOIN NATS!!! now im running away frm shixiong.. away frm trg.. dun force me to do things i dun like! i used to have dream.. to return n fight for 2009 sea games.. but not now! i dun even know if i still wanna contiune anot..

Stop making us of us! so wad man? let ppl say wad they wan.. if koon san's result really dropped so wad?? let other say wad they want lar! i wanted to join nat at first coz i tot it was on oct.. so i shld have enuf time to train.. BUT, now its on AUG15! only a mth away. I still have to drop my weight n train! i really have no mood to do tt.

i still have to work to survive. im not like other ppl's kids okay.. they work coz they can have XTRA pocket money. NO! i spend wad i earn!! tts my ONLY pocket money! this entry kindda sound flammy.. shall stop here.

Lord! plz take charge...!!