i wonder if it can be viewed.. anyway, this is a little video on our way to the zoo on the bus.. look at these 2 retards.. haha.. happily entertaining themselves. :P



i found my twin brother!!! ahaha



one of the cutest i can find. (:

Overall, zoo was extremly fun. although e tickets are quite ex.. oh yar, never ever buy anything inside. a lolipop for 90cents? bottle of coke cost $2.90. omg.. thats killer!

((: New creation!!!

I went back to church ytd!! :D praise god!! i've been miss service for like.. 4mths?? he always answer to my prayers. thank you lord! I rushed down from school hoping to get ticket for service.. I DID!! effort dint go to waste. ((: Although its like the last batch of ticket, but at least i manage to get it right? it was in lime greeen. and they changed the stamp design!! it shows new creation church now. it used to be p91.

meet ian again.. duh~!shes so much like a kiddo~ she keep wanting to buy toy gun.. OMG.. she's left with like less than 20bucks? jus dun understand her.. -.-"" went back to service after that. PASTOR PRINCE!!!! ((: He's preaching.. or rather.. his video in isreal is preaching. haha.. Praise and worship was alittle longer. BUT IT FELT DARN GOOD!! ((: the feeling back to home. The renewing of faith.

some how.. suntec seems to be the place that i have lots of memories? joey bringing me to church for the first time when i was sec 2? WAlking all the way from harbour front to suntec with retarded YD. Service with roo, yiting, xinni, joseph and serene.. well, it feels kindda empty in me ytd. Somehow i felt, something was missing.. maybe it was because of the 2 JOs..

however, i felt full of life after service ytd. i kept humming a song we sang in service. haha.. thats wads happen everytime after service. (: i was extremly friendly ytd too.. was in a good mood. (:

watch 200pound beauty!! ((:

met ian at her new enviroment ytd, Everybody thought im her girlfriend.. OMG.. NOWAY MAN!! i would rather shorten my lifespan~! YES, thats how bad it is.. Well, anyway.. she wanted to go to the starhub roadshow.. we walked around the whole suntec and found no starhub roadshow.. she called back and ask her friends. THEN WE REALIZED.. it is suppose to be on the 28th! stupid shit.. -.-"

went to the rock bookshop.. bought the Audio CD recorded from last yr's praise and worship night.. i kept humming "you alone i praise" after that.. until ian could tolerated me.. WAHAHA.. Guess why? Cos the title is you alone i praise!! ((: The cover wasnt really fantastically done.. but the CD was BEAUTIFUL! one of my fave colour combi.. :D black and hotpink!!

Went to purchase tickets for 200pound beauty. I love korean movies!! (: this is the 3rd korean movie i watched. hilarious and touching.. that lead was super PRETTY!!! *drools* tell u a secret.. ian cried!! WAHAHAHAHAH!!... alright.. its no more secret here.. heeee :X

i had the urge to read.. i went up to the 4th level's Time's bookstore.. i was looking left and right deciding on what i'll like to get. i was pretty interested in the photoshop book. but i think it wasnt worth the money. it has to do together while you're playing with photoshop.. which i dont really have the time recently. I need a book that i can read anywhere and anytime. No matter if its during breaks, travelling or before bedtime.

I passed by the "religion" section.. i was wondering if i should purchase pastor prince's books. But still, the book right beside it caught my attention. Titled "My story" by dave pezler. i remembered years ago, xinni told me it was a good book. A touching one i guess.. It's rather thick and it costs $24++ i think. i went to another shelve and saw books by the same author. Which costed alittle lesser. i picked up "The child called 'IT'". Indeed it was a good book. A biography of the author's life. I admire his spirit to live on despite on how his mother treated him. I read at the speed in my own space.. as though it has fully caught my attention. And this is the fastest time i finish a book. By a day! i felt soo fulfilled! :))

I went back to times the next day and realised.. "My story" was actually a compilation of the 3 books he had written. OMG.. i was considering to get his next book "the lost boy" or the full book which is "My story". In the end i bought "the lost boy". Reading still in process. :)) i'll most proberly get his final book "the man name dave" after i finish this.. The next book im looking for is "Tuesday with morrie". Cherlyn recomanded that.. i finally found some joy in reading!! :D im so proud of myself!!

i felt soo relieved. *phew

i actually finish the NMS assignment ytd b4 12am! YAY! it was more of bo chap already.. as long as i copy n paste.. change abit of words here and there.. haa. but i still managed to do it! :) met girlfriend for early dinner then meet ms eggy n LM ytd for badminton. gosh.. i havent been exercise all these while.. not to mention playing sports. i kept missing the shots. RAH!~ Where has my ball sense went to? i used to play with "feelings" as in i'll know the timing to hit. ALL GONE!

we were suppose to meet for breakfast n mug together today in cartel.. guess wad? EVERYBODY was LATE!!! hahaha. george was nice to let us have our orders as last breakfast order. heee.. THANKS!! ohh.. i forgot to mention that george misses me!!! wahahaha!!! so happy to hear that. =) that waffle w ice cream was darn filling!!! i dint even have enough space to squeze my muffin in.. so i left it untouched. we were suppose to MUG.. but, haaa.. dint have the mood to.. end up walking around orchard. after awhile, FJ left, PX bought her belt.. blah blah. i went bishan.

shall name it as a TIO WACK DAY. :(( darn saddening.. actually cried abit. im soo dissapointed w myself!! :( i cant even do a jab or straight properly! needless to say combo and footwork. we had mini contact.. just boxing only.. TIO WACKED like shit!!! saddening.. i guess it was really right for me to decide not to train anymore as i have no passion and i dont see the point of this sport. took quite alot of punches to e face n head.. its hurting now. argh!.. why did the first place did i liked such cruel thing? ohh god.

ZOOO ZOOO ZOOO ZOOO ZOOOOOOOOOOoooooO!!!! we're gg ZOO tml!!!!

im really excited about this!! heee.. hope it doesnt rain tml. i wanna take lots of pictures!!!! i think the last time i went was like p6? which is like.. almost 10yrs ago? hahhaa.. YESSSSS... im that old already!!! time flies huh? alright.. ZOOOOOO... we're coming!!! ;)

omg.. how flicker minded can i be?

when i was working yesterday, it feels so not home. it wasnt like the first day at C. As least my first day in C there was ppl to guide me along. helping me and stuffs. Seriously speaking.. i dont even know where's the staff changing room. Although, they had lockers and staff meals.. but some how, i miss gathering outside C and have break together.

When i was working, i felt really sad. i have no idea where this feeling came from. i always thought that my heart is made of rock. But it ached while i was working yesterday.. There was this cool guy kept yelling me "what is this? this is rubbish!".
OMG, how the hell am i suppose to know what is the proper way of doing? it was only my first day. Seriously speaking i dont mind getting scoldings. I was very touched.. FJ msged me to ask me jiayou, lionel asked me how was work. :) THANKS PALS!

Girlfriend called twice.. i missed her even more lar.. after the 2 miss call. -.-" made me so sad. Anyway, i just called stella and told her i wanna go back for work. gonna meet her later at 5.

i admit that that the prev post was written in a moment of anger. im stubbon, full of pride.. when ian knows about that she sms-ed me. and even girlfriend called me. Well, i think most of them has decided to stay. But im not gonna do that. I will not go back to the place that i left.

I heard that one of the managers cried. for wad? cos we're one of them whom they actually trained? ian told me to put myself in their shoes and think.. yes, i'll be sad if those im training are leaving. BUT, all these ppl will still have to leave some day. I admit, Station doesnt pay me as well as "c". There's a pay drop. but i dont mind.

And this decision wasnt any harsh or sudden decision. i've been wanting to change a enviroment. It was jus that i dint had the time to look for one. And i think im gonna try this out no matter wad. i really dun understand why do they wanna stay? For that one reason? FRIENDSHIPS? BONDS? The only person i missed.. will be girlfriend and nobody else. Although a part of me cant bear to leave.. Since they want us to make a choice between c and station. i'll rather give a shot at station.

All these while i've been thinking.. C or station. somebody said.. "there's 1 reason that made u wanna leave, but there're more reasons to make you stay." I thought over and over. is there more reasons to stay then to leave? They things that i cant bare is girlfriend and being DB.

Today will be my 1st day there.. A&C are not joining me. I shall be there alone. i shall try to be as brave like the 1st day i reported to C for work. Everything shall start afresh for me.

f o u r t e e n

what a bad day.. It was my LAST DAY at work in some company named "C" on the FOURTEEN of APRIL. i think it was retarded. SERIOUSLY RETARDED.

STOP USING THE WORD MANAGEMENT!

i personally think this is stupid. they sacked us cos we're joining the other company? W.o giving us a chance, stopping all our schedules. FORCING PART TIMER TO TURN UP FOR WORK? EXTENDING? WHATS THER FUCKING POINT? DEMANDING MC.. blah blah. YES, i agree that i started out from this shit hole which makes me a strong worker i guess. this was a bloody good place to do shit. All from Zero.

That was the place where we met our "FRIENDS". IT WAS A GOOD ENVIROMENT TO WORK IN EXCEPT FOR THE MANAGEMENT part. Yes! Im PISSED im ANGRY.. Im every vocab that u can think of when u're ANGRY.

And we actually intended to work at both sides. ITS NOT THAT WE'RE NOT LOYAL OR ANYTHING. WE JUST WANNA EARN EXTRA POCKET MONEY W THE EXTRA TIME WE HAVE! Wads the fucking prob w that? YOu're dissapointed in US? FOR WAD? for going over?? ohh plz.. stop this crap. i think they were having some dispute w the manager there. and the common reason we go over as a group was.. USE UR BRAIN PLS.. It will be much easier to work in a new enviroment w some friends around.

OUT OF 5, 4 HAS DECIDED TO QUIT. 1 is staying. look at the ratio.. WAKE UP UR IDEA MANAGEMENT! I really wonder how did this news spreaded.. I REALLY DO. THANKS TO WHO EVER IT IS!

Oh gosh.. it's been some time i wrote a entry out of anger and its quite long eh.. Anyway. im missing those ppl im close w in "C" already. IM MISSING GIRLFRIEND BADLY!! :(

Went club yesterday. surprisingly, no headaches!! :) im so proud of myself. HAA.. 2nd time to club. i think my character is changing again.. we'll see what it moulds me to. I WANNA LEARN HOW TO BE A BARTENDER!!! :)

ALOHA LOYANG :)

I still remembered we were discussing on whether to book a chalet for our class, since it was a trend to hold such events on our term break. It has been 1yr and 4months.. being classmates. I still remembered the first impression of them.. how childish they were, maybe due to the age gap difference. I thought i'll still be anti social like during secondary school. But instead, i found them fun, social-able and maybe.. cute? haa. I think this is one of my best-est school days i ever had compared to the previous. YET, we're left with like.. 8months with each other? think of it.. i cant bare to finish ITE. who said ITE = "It's the end"? Stupid jack neo's movie. It TOTALLY TRASHED the name of ITE! Personally, i think it's my begining of education and lifeskill.

We had our class chalet on april 10th- 12th. it was held at ALOHA LOYANG. I'll like to thank leon, masita and Mr wong for making all these happened. Thank Leon for booking the chalet, masita for being the cordinator(i knew it wasnt easy girl:)) and Mr wong for the support and the martini. I felt really open, as in showing the real side of me. Enjoying the chalet.. jumping into the pool with them. and of cos KBS(kel boon seng) PRIVATE LIMITED. These 3 guys.. i would say the "ah bengs" of our class.. Always speaking in strange language like.. "ehh.. no RREEEaction des neh.." But actually they're really nice. :) always talking cock. the class are more lively with them.

Masita, the really sweet girl. Remember i mention about valentine's day? YES.. shes the one. she'll make efforts in making hand made presents with our names on it. SOO SWWEEET!! *im melting* Masita, you've really done a good job! we really LOVE you. haa.. Silly girl, you actually cried when we thanked you.. It should be the way right?

anyway,


MACHPHERSON CLASS FU0601B YOU RAWK!



ohh.. anyway, i was super touched.. I went to buy bubble tea at downtown east. the shop we used to go almost everyday while i was still at coral. GOSH!! that aunty actually still REMEMBERS me!! WAHO!!! Cao Gan DOnG!!! :))

it has been a long time since i come online.. :)

gonna go for class chalet tml. Omg, save me.. i feel soo LAZY!! i feel so drain whenever i go to work.. or even worst. i'll start complaining the day before. i just hate working. Im soo SICK of cartel.

hmm.. help me lord.

anyway, happy birthday shimin!! ;)

I just came back frm MJR (Inter-secondary school wushu champ). i must admit that it was dead boring. the atmoshpere wasnt right. not as high when we competed then.. there wasnt space for us to sit down and watch. we had to stand through out. so bloody tiring.

bring me back to church!!! all i need is you and only you. not anyone else..


what is faith?
Ans:Hebrew 11:1


when e ocean rise and thunder roar,
i will sore with you above e storm,
father you are king over the flood,
i will be still and know you are god.
-Still (hillsong)

This is soo sad.. Im at girlfriend's place now.. Went to send chin & abel back.. OMG.. this is so saddening.. watching them come, working with them, have fun with them and now.. the hardest thing of all.. sending them back. CHIN!!!!!! :( how i wished you were here longger..) calling you names like barkala.. tesing you.. blah blah.. i watched chin cried again.. And this feeling.. was like the feeling we sent shifu off.. as in the last journey. i've decided to save up and maybe go over and visit her?? a culture exchange.

watched Mr bean holiday yesterday with dear mary.. :) luckily we watched it on a weekday. i think it worths more watching on weekday. Rah.. it was soo lame! Watched the number 23 on sunday. *thumbs up* i like the storyline.. the storyline wasnt as expected as i thought. :) i love watching movies that uses brain. WAHAHA..

i've slept like.. for an hour or so.. OMG.. this is so amazing that im still hanging on. Bleah. :P