omg.. how flicker minded can i be?

when i was working yesterday, it feels so not home. it wasnt like the first day at C. As least my first day in C there was ppl to guide me along. helping me and stuffs. Seriously speaking.. i dont even know where's the staff changing room. Although, they had lockers and staff meals.. but some how, i miss gathering outside C and have break together.

When i was working, i felt really sad. i have no idea where this feeling came from. i always thought that my heart is made of rock. But it ached while i was working yesterday.. There was this cool guy kept yelling me "what is this? this is rubbish!".
OMG, how the hell am i suppose to know what is the proper way of doing? it was only my first day. Seriously speaking i dont mind getting scoldings. I was very touched.. FJ msged me to ask me jiayou, lionel asked me how was work. :) THANKS PALS!

Girlfriend called twice.. i missed her even more lar.. after the 2 miss call. -.-" made me so sad. Anyway, i just called stella and told her i wanna go back for work. gonna meet her later at 5.