OH SHIT.. DAMN IT.. I JUST FAILED MY FREAKING TEST!

Argh!!.. This is crap!! i've just noticed that i've placed all my focus on the wrong stuffs!! Although, it might be just a small little tinny whinny problem.. but its STILL a freaking problem! argh. so pissed with myself. Been working thru the Weekends.. Burnt my weekends working and supporting a friend for a sanshou competition held at ngee ann city. I felt really shag. YES, i do.. im human.

Why cant i get everything right? Why dint i study for my test? im having another test tml.. oh god.. save me please.

Anyway, i finished "Tuesday with morrie" by mitch albom.. it reminds me of joey.. :) its a book on how morrie faced death. found it rather interesting. i think the philosophy sounds like what pastor interpreted. birth and death is natural.. this body is just a empty shell with a soul in it. When we part.. we leaves the shell behind and be with the lord. We'll feel much more alive than now. (:

Alright, i was quited pissed @ work ytd. you see.. i was working full shift.. from 12pm -11pm. Morning shift was like shit. i swear! gosh.. there were 3 order takers.. 2 busser and 1 server. OMG.. Please.. common sense would tell you this is hell of a job. Earning 5 bucks per hours doing such hectic job. -.-" insanity!

Oh yah, the main point was.. there was a table with 16 pax. we were suppose to treat them extremely well.. you know why? cos they're media related!! i was like.. what the hell? this is like so fake! i understood that human do things by gaining favour or blah blah.. BUT... TIL THIS EXTEND?? we were expected to clear every of their plates.. and replace them with new ones.. as well as their fork and knife. COME'ON~.. we're not fine dinning!! YOU're DINNING IN A CASUAL DINNING AREA.

Oh.. lastly i realised.. the bossed invited them over. NO WONDER.. they expected so much from us. -.- duh~ fuck it okay? i dont care if you're media related anot. condemn me if you want.