just another emo day...

im feeling sorry for what i've said and done. i know i dont have the right to interfer who you're seeing.. blah blah.. i always hate it when *lets name this person X* X's around. Just simply irritating. they were discussing if a someone leaves for 7 yrs. would you wait for him/her? X mentioned that i wont even wait for a week for him. i defended myself saying. yup.. Im realistic in life. But deep down.. i regreted. i knew i might hurt someone beside me. why am i so dumb? i was thinking.. if he had given me a reason to wait.. i will.. BUT HE DINT.

Enough of it. i always thought im tough.. both in physical or mentally way.. but, i've found out.. im no longer this tough anymore. im more of a zui yin xin ruan person. anyway, i dont think its possible lar. ben dan xiaohei!! there were so much things i wanted to blog about. well.. seems like this emotism is killing me.

lord, deliver me out of my situation.

dont need to wait for the sun to shine
dont need to wait for the cloud to clear
i'll still sing i know that my god you're so good
i praise you
you are for me
i praise you
yes you love me
i praise you
you are faithful
you see me thru.