arggh, alright to those who really know me. i might look tough at the external but im very fragile inside. im actually a very inwardly character person. just like, i wanted to receive christ, but i never dared to raise up my hand to go to the front.

this customer came with coral sec's uniform, the first thing that came to my mind was a image of me in that uniform. the very one thing i wanted to ask her was, how was joey. heart pumped very quickly but i had no courage to ask.

i knew if i do not open my mouth and ask i'll not know how is she at all. i took all my courage and have the word spoken, i was trembling all over. although, she said she don't know but, at least she still in school. i believe Daddy God will bless her richly.

i hope i'll see her in church and have a cup of coffee together some day.