Vespa!
MEETING WAS FUN! (:

I truely enjoyed myself during the shooting and meeting. While we were having lunch at subway, i saw nick(the ex manager of marina square outlet). Indeed, the meeting was.. Like a family gathering. I get to know more of the staffs, although it wasnt as big as i thought.

I got to know that one of the supervisor is as YOUNG as me. (: well, i think in our dept.. my age group is considered one of the youngest. HEE.

Im looking forward to the next meeting on next wed. :D

Daddy God, thank you for blessing me. (:

Btw, one of them commented i got bodybuilder's arm. -.- RAH..


"may you become a boss of your own" -Ranford Joseph

This was what he told me last night. my respond was, im not sure if i could manage if there's such a day. he said "God never gives you things that you cannot handle". This sentence has been burning in my thought.

Alright, to share a little.. i have a vision of being a supervisor. I dont know when or how, but it was just a vision flashing through. My manager called me up and told me my probation period might be shorten. I never expected it to be so soon. It was my 3rd week and 3rd day at work. So i was quite excited about being confirm as a full time staff.

My supervisor called up and told me to go over to the HQ to meet up with my manager. The moment i met her, she said she has a PROPOSAL for me. WHAT A BIG WORD. PROPOSAL. It was about this 2 years bond. In this 2years, they will send me for courses and stuffs but i have to stay for 2 years. It scared me off when she said that. i mean, of all people.. why me? btw, only 2 were selected for the proposal. I told her to give me 2 days to think about it.

Am i really that blessed?

trying my luck to get into this new industry with no relevant certifications and now they're offering me a 2year bond. Seriously speaking, i like what im doing right now. but im just afraid of taking the wrong step.

i went back to the outlet, seek for suggestions.. So far, 2 has agreed. 2,2,2.. the number of testimony. so i decided to accept it and just like that fire in my heart, that sentence.. "God wont give you anything you cant handle." Maybe this is the beginning of the vision i had days ago.


Alright, to be truthful.. im jealous.

I thought it wouldnt affect me, but i was wrong? Keeping silent is all i could do. I thought it wasnt my season, so i comfort myself saying "it's okay. It's not my season. Daddy has a reason doing it."

Daddy, reveal your love to me all over again. From beginning to the end. Embrace me and ensure me that all things gonna turn out fine. I have the thought of shutting down the world again. Just me and me. I dont want that to happen daddy.