Alright, to be truthful.. im jealous.

I thought it wouldnt affect me, but i was wrong? Keeping silent is all i could do. I thought it wasnt my season, so i comfort myself saying "it's okay. It's not my season. Daddy has a reason doing it."

Daddy, reveal your love to me all over again. From beginning to the end. Embrace me and ensure me that all things gonna turn out fine. I have the thought of shutting down the world again. Just me and me. I dont want that to happen daddy.