HAPPY BIRTHDAY DARLING YEE HUAY AKA EGG WHITE!

Im just so glad that im blessed with a nice supervisor. (: Attended BEC with my colleague yesterday. The course was about BONES & MUSCLE GROUPS. We were both ZOMB-ED by it. ASTOUNDED by the chim-ness of every bones, muscles, terms used. And not forgetting to mention, it was SUPER FREEZINGLY COLD which added up the stress. ha.. At that point of time, my phone vibrated(silent mode).. It was my supervisor showing her concern. Although it wasnt anything big, but i was touched that she remembers i had to attend that course yesterday.

Course continued today, my colleague was on MC today. So i was left alone, but praise be with God. I met 2 other girls i met in another course in that room.(: I enjoyed today's lecture very much. And.. Daddy God i call Forth that cert, that answer, that terms i need to remember in your name. It shall come into my mind in split seconds.

Went to serve even though i dint went for service today. I actually felt like not going cause i was tired. Due to the lack of sleep recently. But there was a prompting just to go and serve and i went. (: Think of it again, It's almost been a year when i first join logistics.

Regarding the serving part. I can honestly tell you im not "HOLY" im not the.. GOD SPOKE TO ME.. ADA ADA ADA.. NO.. i have my own spiritual fight as well. When i first took up this career, it was my passion towards that industry. But my CGL told me not to rush into it as it MAY affect my spiritual walk. Remember what i've share on the prev post? "The dream" At first i thought, God gave me this chance to pursue this dream of mine.. But i compromised the time spent with him. Because of my stubbornness, i landed myself into WORKS. Yes, im trusting in him to get sunday off just to spend time with my ABBA. And I BELIEVE it will come to past.

I battled inside me about Serving or not to serve? Cause i wasnt going for service, so it would be such a hassle just to go back and serve and i dont see a point. In another point of view, i asked myself.. Has God served you? Shouldnt you be grateful and get back from where you started? Serve him because he first served me. Thoughts came in like.. "Aiyahh.. You serve just because you wanna "work" for your merits and blessings lahh.. hoping can bring in sales lahh.." Yes. thats me. But i just remember pastor's massage. follow that soft prompting in your heart!

I served, and i felt wonderful.. never felt so much more joy than today this week. So light and burden free. As azhar closed with the prayer, i felt the load off my shoulder. PEACE.. SHALOM. (: I've got back this revelation. AMEN!

Argh, i blew it. damn.. I was still asking for favor to close the deal. But, instead of closing it.. it pissed me off instead. Well, all things happens for the good! HAA.. look at the brighter side of life.

fruitful day i would say. (: Worked, ran, movie-ed and P&W-ed. Indeed, my soul is refreshed! "His Goodness will surpass you". Meaning? God's goodness will be there even before you landed yourself into "deepshit", he will bring you out of it. (:

our CGL told us a story.. it goes..

Mary has a Father whom she highly respects. He was a good model father whom even her friends are jealous of. He brings bread home and even brings gifts for her. He is a promising father who never fails to go back home on time. One day, Mary found a old dusty box. She open-ed it and realised it was her father's "secret box". He placed diaries and notes inside. Mary saw this particular note about her father's dream..

1. being single
2. travel around the world
3. be a rock star

Questions..
1. Do you think her father is a happy man now?
2. Do you think having Mary was a choice or God's plan?
3. How many plans God has for you and How many choices you have?
4. Do you think if you had all your dreams come true, will you have true happiness?

My answers..
1. I think he is a happy man now even thou he dint kept his 3 dreams. Because if he could get home on time without fail, he must have loved Mary very much. Moreover he buys her gifts. it shows that he wants to shower her with love.

2. i think it was more of her father's choice? Cause God never forces you to do things you dont want to. Maybe God spoke to him and he met a wonderful women and had Mary.

3. I think, God only had ONE plan for us. Which is to love us and wanting us to succeed in life. Although we have choices from A-Z, he makes it all work out well for his beloved.

4. I've been thinking over this question hard when my CGL asked. It was a difficult question to answer. What are my dreams? i had a hard time figuring out.. Was getting into poly was my dream? Working in a gym? be a personal trainer my dream? If it is.. will i be happy if i eventually get there?? I might... but only for a short period of time. Because all these never satisfy my inner man. Only JESUS can satisfy.

Im EXCITED about the Great Eastern Run!! Although it still has a long way to go, but i've started training for it! (: I found it such a difficulty staying on the treadmill more than 5mins when i started off. and now, i improved to staying on the treadmill for 30mins running 3.3km. (: great achievement for me. Although i told xiu we shall try to target ourself to finish the 5km within 40mins.. i think it is more than possible to do it. (: maybe can even complete it within 30mins.

Im very much more excited because my company's forming to teams to join the coporate run! HAHA, they tried asking me to join them for 10km coporate run.. crazy lehh.. i'll stick to my 5k no matter what.. WAAHHAHA..

10k.. mayb can try next yr lahh.. not enough time to train leh.

I Stand In Worship
by Karen Lim - Copyright © 2007, New Creation Church
CCLI #NA

VERSE 1:
In Your hand are the depths of the earth
And the heights of the heavens above
I worship and bow down
Kneel before You, my Lord and Maker

In Your hand is the breath of my soul
In Your love I stand righteous and bold
To honour You my King
Glorify You, my Redeemer


CHORUS:
With open arms I stand in worship
Feel Your love's embrace
In reverence I enthrone You Jesus
Lifter of my head

With gratefulness I stand before You
Faithful loving King
I rest in hope for You are my portion
With thankfulness ... (I sing)

www.freepraiseandworship.org


I've been missing alot on church attendance due to work. I know there isnt any condemnation but i could feel myself distancing away from my brothers and sisters in christ. It's as if im back to the state where i kept slogging my life for cartel for MONEY instead of resting in my Father's house.

I need a fresh revelation from you daddy God. Remind me of your love for me. Remind me that im your beloved. Give me this strong sense that even everything goes wrong, your perfect love never goes wrong. Because your perfect love is on me, i have supernatural FAVOR. a FAVOR with you and with men. Because, you said you're no longer banging on LAW, BUT GRACE.

GRACE = UNEARNED, UNMERITED, UNDESERVING FAVOUR

AMEN!

BLESSED EVENT! (: everyone's happy over today's result.








Happy over my new watch.

i felt so much relief after signing the bond. Finally something off my shoulders. It felt exactly the same during the final year period of school life. When so much things was going headwire and nothing was settled.

I made sure i read over and over the contract again. At that moment, i told God.. Daddy, you're gonna take care of this. You're gonna multiply whatever i have including my personality and character. Because As you are SO AM I IN THIS WORLD! I shall Behold your BOLDNESS, your CHARISMA, your LOVE, your RIGHTOUSNESS, your method of dealing with things. Because when you are gentle you are not passive. When you are firm u do not break people's heart.

I was worried about sales. I've never ever done any sales before and.. im not really good at talking. so with that mindset i had eariler on, i ask myself.. Is Jesus a good sales person? HE IS! if he wasnt, nobody would wanna hear him preach and accepted christ! AS HE IS SO AM I IN THIS WORLD! i shall convince them to sign up more packages!

Im just glad i had a burden off my shoulder thats all. (:

I ENJOYED MEETING AGAIN! (:

Gonna attend a course on this coming sat. Daddy, im not gonna limits ur unlimited-ness(if there's such a word). I hope HA's pay is coming in soon as im really really broke. Ohh.. Im gonna get this baby. (: Investing into a heart rate watch.



Im looking forward to the next meeting again. (:

GREAT EASTEN WOMEN RUN '08 ANYONE??? Got 10% if we sign up before 7th July. Strictly for LADIES only..

I WANT A TONE BODY!!! HAHAHAHA.. oh well, i shall encourage myself to do more cardio. HEE.. SWIMMING TOMORROW!!! (: