Argh, i blew it. damn.. I was still asking for favor to close the deal. But, instead of closing it.. it pissed me off instead. Well, all things happens for the good! HAA.. look at the brighter side of life.

fruitful day i would say. (: Worked, ran, movie-ed and P&W-ed. Indeed, my soul is refreshed! "His Goodness will surpass you". Meaning? God's goodness will be there even before you landed yourself into "deepshit", he will bring you out of it. (:

our CGL told us a story.. it goes..

Mary has a Father whom she highly respects. He was a good model father whom even her friends are jealous of. He brings bread home and even brings gifts for her. He is a promising father who never fails to go back home on time. One day, Mary found a old dusty box. She open-ed it and realised it was her father's "secret box". He placed diaries and notes inside. Mary saw this particular note about her father's dream..

1. being single
2. travel around the world
3. be a rock star

Questions..
1. Do you think her father is a happy man now?
2. Do you think having Mary was a choice or God's plan?
3. How many plans God has for you and How many choices you have?
4. Do you think if you had all your dreams come true, will you have true happiness?

My answers..
1. I think he is a happy man now even thou he dint kept his 3 dreams. Because if he could get home on time without fail, he must have loved Mary very much. Moreover he buys her gifts. it shows that he wants to shower her with love.

2. i think it was more of her father's choice? Cause God never forces you to do things you dont want to. Maybe God spoke to him and he met a wonderful women and had Mary.

3. I think, God only had ONE plan for us. Which is to love us and wanting us to succeed in life. Although we have choices from A-Z, he makes it all work out well for his beloved.

4. I've been thinking over this question hard when my CGL asked. It was a difficult question to answer. What are my dreams? i had a hard time figuring out.. Was getting into poly was my dream? Working in a gym? be a personal trainer my dream? If it is.. will i be happy if i eventually get there?? I might... but only for a short period of time. Because all these never satisfy my inner man. Only JESUS can satisfy.