HAPPY BIRTHDAY DARLING YEE HUAY AKA EGG WHITE!

Im just so glad that im blessed with a nice supervisor. (: Attended BEC with my colleague yesterday. The course was about BONES & MUSCLE GROUPS. We were both ZOMB-ED by it. ASTOUNDED by the chim-ness of every bones, muscles, terms used. And not forgetting to mention, it was SUPER FREEZINGLY COLD which added up the stress. ha.. At that point of time, my phone vibrated(silent mode).. It was my supervisor showing her concern. Although it wasnt anything big, but i was touched that she remembers i had to attend that course yesterday.

Course continued today, my colleague was on MC today. So i was left alone, but praise be with God. I met 2 other girls i met in another course in that room.(: I enjoyed today's lecture very much. And.. Daddy God i call Forth that cert, that answer, that terms i need to remember in your name. It shall come into my mind in split seconds.

Went to serve even though i dint went for service today. I actually felt like not going cause i was tired. Due to the lack of sleep recently. But there was a prompting just to go and serve and i went. (: Think of it again, It's almost been a year when i first join logistics.

Regarding the serving part. I can honestly tell you im not "HOLY" im not the.. GOD SPOKE TO ME.. ADA ADA ADA.. NO.. i have my own spiritual fight as well. When i first took up this career, it was my passion towards that industry. But my CGL told me not to rush into it as it MAY affect my spiritual walk. Remember what i've share on the prev post? "The dream" At first i thought, God gave me this chance to pursue this dream of mine.. But i compromised the time spent with him. Because of my stubbornness, i landed myself into WORKS. Yes, im trusting in him to get sunday off just to spend time with my ABBA. And I BELIEVE it will come to past.

I battled inside me about Serving or not to serve? Cause i wasnt going for service, so it would be such a hassle just to go back and serve and i dont see a point. In another point of view, i asked myself.. Has God served you? Shouldnt you be grateful and get back from where you started? Serve him because he first served me. Thoughts came in like.. "Aiyahh.. You serve just because you wanna "work" for your merits and blessings lahh.. hoping can bring in sales lahh.." Yes. thats me. But i just remember pastor's massage. follow that soft prompting in your heart!

I served, and i felt wonderful.. never felt so much more joy than today this week. So light and burden free. As azhar closed with the prayer, i felt the load off my shoulder. PEACE.. SHALOM. (: I've got back this revelation. AMEN!