WHOAOHOOOO!!! CREDITS TO DADDY GOD!

Life is like a SEE-SAW man.. and im sure i dont want to be a SEE and SAW christian. That's why knowing the ROOT of love is important. I want to stand still and FIRM in Daddy's Love. Only in him can i find comfort.

Anway, life hasnt been easy for me. Ups and Downs, Excited and dissapointment, High and Low.. I was talking to Joseph(CGL) the other day that i think i've made the wrong choice. The more i walk, the more lost i am. The more i insist things to be, the more it goes headwire.

I was telling him about the problems that surfaced in work. And i regreted that i couldnt spend time to sit down(REST) with Daddy God. well, he told me that sometimes Daddy speaks through leaders and i dint listen to him.

Ahhh.. you know how it feels like? just like someone smacked you on the face and say see.. dont listen la? But he brought the point across that Daddy knows we learn better through HARD KNOCKS. yah.. im KNOCKING HARD RIGHT INTO IT. But, Daddy never gives up, he will bring me through out of it and he will STILL BLESS ME ABUNDENTLY! AMEN? SHOUT AMEN!!

I was worried about certain stuffs. Like the target.. Been trusting Daddy to crack the BIG ZEROOOO. But it dint seem coming. i dont even know how to approach people, cant even speak good english, stutter at every sentence, inconfident.. I felt so tiny.

PRAISE DADDY GOD! THE ZERO WAS BROKEN TODAY!!! ((: HE'S FAITHFUL! I BELIEVE MORE WILL COME.

Joseph asked me to meditate on Luke 8. i still couldnt figure it out what is it thats try to tell me about. DADDY, I PRAY FOR WISDOM.. YOUR WISDOM.. and your CHARIS! CHARISMA.