actually i wanted to write everything that has happened recently, but think of it. i shouldnt confess the bad stuffs that a is happening. I shall believe in the finished work that everything has been paid forth. The crown of thorns he wore, for the exchange for my stress.

joseph challenged me to listen to a sermon in every 2 days. I know he meant good. (: because of my absence in church, my faith is actually being depressed. faith comes by hearing, all i could do now is to listen and read.