life is tough.

2 more days till month ends. Daddy God, where's your promise?

I had the same emotions when i dint manage to do my flash test last yr. which i broke into silent tears. it happened today. I felt so so depressed which i couldn't relate to anyone at work. that's the worst feeling ever.

i decided to flip to my Daddy's word for answer.
He showed me Matthew 7:7

King James Bible
Ask, and it shall be given you; seek, and ye shall find; knock, and it shall be opened unto you:

Have i not been asking or seeking?

at this point of time, i really felt like giving up. i was glad when Joseph sms-ed me those encouraging sms. that was when my heart was touched. Im getting tired, really exhausted. im not sure if i can walk on with such a depressed and heavy spirit.

I need a drink soon.