Pauline's BIG DAY! (:


I pray that this married couple shall be under God's grace. Happy blissful marriage!!
Alex & Pauline! (:


12th december 2009


The JP girls and I


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I just cant describe this joy i have right now. I've just added Joey on FB yesterday and i just realized she has a 3 months old SON! im glad that this boy will be growing up in a secure family that knows Jesus. Im so grateful to Daddy God because he left even breadcrumbs on the table for puppies. im so blessed to meet Joey in my life even before i really came to know Jesus.

It was this women of God that has impacted my life with the things she has done in my life. If it wasnt for her, i think my life would still be in a mess now. Lord, i pray that you bless and protect this family in Jesus name. They shall live a life to glorify you.

Amen!

I declare this day to be an AWESOME THURSDAY! (:

1st of all, I had enough sleep. 2ndly I woke up on time for work! 3rdly, I heard Pastor Lian preaching in my ipod. :D

I'm listening to Pastor Lian's message now (where is God?). This is such a GOOD message! I don't remember hearing the full message of this sermon maybe I fell asleep. But, praise God for e technology we have now. (:

This phrase really broke my day into excitement & joy. "In every situations you are in, God is with you IN that situation. Bring Jesus in." And "exceedingly abundantly above all you ask or think of according to the power at works in us... "

To be real to myself, I have such days that are so DRY! I face situations at work, be it quotas, people I meet & the expectations I have in myself. I felt so tiny & weak, even though I asked God to keep me safe for the day & bless me in every aspect that I'm in.

But every time I look back. It isn't because I have "DONE". It was because I dint live the expectation of God in those situations I lived in.

"In every situations you are in, God is with you IN that situation. Bring Jesus in."

I'm just gonna hold on to this word and chew on this TODAY! (: GOD IS WITH ME IN EVERY SITUATION I AM IN.

As I was walking my way out of my estate, crossing the traffic light.. A bird poo dropped and MISSED me in just a few CMs!! WHAO! Then today's devotional came ALIVE to me!! HE DELIVERED ME OF BIRD POO IN JUST AFEW MINS AGO!

"  Psalm 91:33

Surely He shall deliver you from the snare of the fowler and from the perilous pestilence. "

I declare this day to be an AWESOME THURSDAY! (:

1st of all, I had enough sleep. 2ndly I woke up on time for work! 3rdly, I heard Pastor Lian preaching in my ipod. :D

I'm listening to Pastor Lian's message now (where is God?). This is such a GOOD message! I don't remember hearing the full message of this sermon maybe I fell asleep. But, praise God for e technology we have now. (:

This phrase really broke my day into excitement & joy. "In every situations you are in, God is with you IN that situation. Bring Jesus in." And "exceedingly abundantly above all you ask or think of according to the power at works in us... "

To be real to myself, I have such days that are so DRY! I face situations at work, be it quotas, people I meet & the expectations I have in myself. I felt so tiny & weak, even though I asked God to keep me safe for the day & bless me in every aspect that I'm in.

But every time I look back. It isn't because I have "DONE". It was because I dint live the expectation of God in those situations I lived in.

"In every situations you are in, God is with you IN that situation. Bring Jesus in."

I'm just gonna hold on to this word and chew on this TODAY! (: GOD IS WITH ME IN EVERY SITUATION I AM IN.

As I was walking my way out of my estate, crossing the traffic light.. A bird poo dropped and MISSED me in just a few CMs!! WHAO! Then today's devotional came ALIVE to me!! HE DELIVERED ME OF BIRD POO IN JUST AFEW MINS AGO!

"  Psalm 91:33

Surely He shall deliver you from the snare of the fowler and from the perilous pestilence. "

As I was meditating on what pastor mark preached yesterday. I realised that ALL THE WHILE, I've been too HARD on myself. Why do I keep others secret so well was because I kept my own darkest secrets well. Pastor was preaching about parental love. I really love the part where he could link an act of love of a earthly father and our heavenly father.

Years ago, I remember there was a overseas preacher who was preaching in e prospective of a earthly father. Saying that the children looks up to their father, respect their fathers. At that moment, I thought that message was crap because I've never really received any fatherly love and I felt that the message wasn't for me.

But as pastor was preaching yesterday, tears just flowed down. I was being separate from my family for a period of time, time to time.. I changed accommodations, meaning different houses, different guardians. I've never really knew what was parental love.

At the age of 13, I moved back with my mum. Our relationship was so bad that...... She "may" be a key figure in my life as my mum, but she has her flaws too. I never felt she should have authority over me when she had no contribution for e past 7yrs away from me.

I realized after yesterday's preaching that how impt LOVE is. Nobody have ever said they love me, that was why I became a person with least emotions. Being very hard of myself. All I ever wanted to do is only do things that benefited myself. A lot of self efforts. But still I thank Daddy God for his grace that he delivered me out. I realized that, it is so impt to hear "I LOVE YOU" out of that person's lips rather than just "knowing" he/she should love you. Its easy to say "Jesus loves me" but its different when he says "I LOVE YOU IVY". (:

Ps: Daddy God, teach me how to love myself. How can I love others when I can't even love myself?

Whao.. Daddy God! Am I still seeing the same Ivy who was so strong in faith blogging about you? I was so amazed when I read through them and it was indeed YOUR footprint in my life! Where has such assurance and faith of your gone?

3 months has past since I last updated. I'm a QUALIFIED PERSONAL TRAINER now and I know it is by YOUR GRACE here I stand. I'm being shuffled out again, now into a unisex gym. Lord, every time when I look to myself I get smaller and smaller. PLEASE Lord! Lift my head up so that I can see ur glory again.

Sermons & services are speaking but not dropping deep into my heart yet! Lord, whatever pastor preached.. Actualize it in my life. The full blessings of Abraham because of Jesus.

Coach has officially "graduate" me out of arrow. I remember the prayer he prayed over me was so good that it was too difficult to believe! Lord, although I had little faith in you, but I know that your words are the promises & truth u've set me UP for.

For I'll be ABOVE & NOT BENEATH. I'll be the HEAD & NOT e tail. Thank you lord. Place me in your perfect moment of Qara. Being at the right place, at at right time. (;

His love is really awesome! :D

i was doing the usual things as i was going to work, board the bus, pluck my earphones in listening to whatever that is randomly playing. the moment i alighted, the morning ray were shinning at me. i could feel the heat, the glare and the air we breath. Deep in, i thank the Lord for keeping me here to see these daily wonders. Thanking him that i could still see LIGHT, FEEL the heat and BREATH. I believe there're people out there struggling to see the morning daylight or even having difficulties to breath. We're taking all these things for granted daily.

All im trying to say is, whatever it is. Daddy God remains FAITHFUL. Just like what i've shared yesterday about the sun.Imagine, if Daddy God doesnt keep to his words. We might have darkness at any moments! NO LIGHT AT ALL. I feel very secured that he said that He's the way, the truth and the LIGHT. With him, our lives and paths can only shine brighter NOT dimmer! (:

I really thank him for closing another deal for me.Nothing is TOO big for him. DARE TO DRAW FROM HIM! :D Anyways, we had meeting today and "X" person came in with a cold shoulder. Whom we used to be quite close until somethings happened, which i felt guilty over. But, in actual fact,i dint think i've done anything wrong. Anyways, we dint have any conversations. I could still feel the negative current from her. Somehow, Daddy God spoke to me in a soft voice. He said, "why are you seeking her approval of your presences?" It really builds me up, it doesnt matter how she viewed me, but how Daddy thinks about me.

Yes, i may still see her in the company, but all i need to do is just to concentrate on my job. Not about her approval! (: This really comforts me. :D

so far so good. :D

Daddy God has been faithful, like what i've shared in CG. His love is truly amazing and unexpected. sometimes it's really difficult to live without sight but with faith. But, knowing what the cross has qualify me makes me more than a conqueror in life. I believe Daddy God has SET me up for BLESSINGS.Where-ever or which-ever im placed, im bound to has his blessing flowing through me.

Just before i left. the part-timer came in and told me "not bad! you're selling! everytime i come i see new contract on the board." Come to think of it, It was Daddy God! I've never expected her to even wanna try purchasing. when i was back home, i saw the moon shinning very brightly. I realized we tend to take the sun for granted? morning being hot burning sun, night being cool and windy. But God is so amazing when he created the universe. the sun never stops shinning! if the sun never stop shinning, how would God's love stop pouring on you?

i was taking a good look at my toe nail which was fully DETACHED(even the root of the nail) out. i never imagine how am i gonna have a full grown normal nail again since the root came out as well. BUT, God's creation is AMAZING! i checked, seeing partially of it is growing out already! Praise God man!